dulu masa aku eksiden moto (baca: tak reti bawak moto tapi eksen akhirnya tersadai dalam lubang sampah rumah jiran) ibu kata Alhamdulillah aku tak apa-apa, malaikat selamatkan aku & Allah SWT masih sayang pada aku. mana taknya dalam lubang sampah kau tau la ada macam-macam produk merbahaya seperti kaca pecah & tong dram karat. tapi selain dari sikit calar di muka dan lebam-lebam di peha, aku sihat walafiat. oh ya, sebenarnya aku hampir melanggar pokok kelapa tapi sempat aku mengelak.
lubang sampah ftw? it can't get more embarrassing than that. boleh bayangkankah aku macam si bodoh yang cuba menarik motosikal keluar dari lubang sampah (which i couldn't anyway pasal berat sangat. i was only 12!) sambil diperhatikan jiran tersebut. plus his son, his handsome son yang sebaya aku. yang sure enough menjaja cerita tersebut di sekolah keesokan harinya. Arghh...trauma!
tapi kan, agaknya kalau aku langgar pokok kelapa tu dengan kelajuan 70km/j (aku main agak je. manalah aku tau tengok meter), jauh mana aku boleh tercampak? 20m? 50m? and i can't get away with just minor scratches. kurang-kurang kena lepak wad barang sehari dua. fuhh memang nasib aku baik.
my dad, aku tau dia marah pasal aku jahanamkan moto dia. tapi dia langsung tak marah aku. padahal dulu dia memang jenis panas baran. haha.
to get to the point....
sebenarnya aku confuse, bila seseorang tu meninggal kita selalu cakap Allah SWT lebih sayangkan dia. tapi kenapa bila aku selamat ibu kata Allah SWT masih sayangkan aku?
penyedap ayat je ke?
p/s: aku pernah kena langgar dengan kereta when i was much smaller. again, it wasn't serious sampai kena masuk wad. akak aku jatuh basikal je tapi dekat seminggu duduk hospital. she had this huge benjol kat dahi. macam bola golf. and her lower lip terkoyak.
LUCKY is my middle name. well at least dulu la....
pada aku biarlah siti nurhaliza nak pakai tudung stail mak datin (or mak datuk coz dia dato' kan?) nampak jambul segala. toksahlah korang (yang mungkin perasan diri tu bagus) nak suruh dia bukak je tudung tu atas alasan memalukan agama. kalau cakap pasal memalukan agama banyak lagi artis lain yang korang boleh condemn.
yang benar, peminat siti nurhaliza.
p/s: at least dia tutup jugak. janganlah asyik pandang yang negatif je. cut her some slack, will ya?
dulu, bila aku ber-(atau TER) mimpikan sorang kawan aku ni, he will end up calling me the next day. magic right? now i know you are going to say that it was just a coincidence. but it happened a few times. really. and we're not the type of person who correspond regularly. he would be MIA for months and HELLO, he showed up just when i dreamt of him.
it's not a fluke, guys. I'm telling you it's real.
mesti benda ni pernah terjadi kat kau. you have a sudden urge to call somebody and 5 minutes later THEY call you. GILA KAN? it's like your feeling reaches them. macam tau tau je. one time aku pernah nak call my mom. baru je pegang phone tetiba phone berbunyi. it was her. i was like, terkezut la kan. ibu ni macam boleh baca je fikiran aku.
moving on to my problem. i have a dream last night about a guy. and now suddenly i have this crazy impulse to contact him. which i shouldn't, or couldn't because it is...er....crazy. crazy as in 'it'll be embarrassing if you do it' crazy. or crazy as in 'why now? why him?
BECAUSE.....
my dream was about him becoming my boyfriend. so help me god, because it felt so damn real.
p/s: my habit is that, if i like a guy, i would convince myself otherwise. like telling myself that he's too good for me. or not good enough. he deserve better. or I deserve better. or maybe stuff like he's cute but he's too thin. he's too young, too old or whatever-i-can-think-of. anything to get me to neutralize my feelings.
I'm guessing it's the after-effect of a bad break-up. or Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. or whatever you call it. i feel that if I'm going to suffer another break-up, my heart wouldn't be able to take it.
now that's my answer if you ask me why i still don't have a boyfriend (despite being old and getting older. and fatter. if that even related. haha).
가사: Maybe I, maybe I've made a mistake of loving you But if I, but if I could fly to you. I would. 널 기다리는 하루하루, 마치 일년 같아 너를 향한 나의 맘은 너의 마음과 똑같아 때론 다른 여자 만나 널 불안하게 하지만 걱정마 나에겐 너 하나 뿐이니까 너에 곁에 없어 지금은 안아줄수 없지만 늘 달콤한 말로만 너의 귀에 속삭일께 사랑 가득 담긴 입맞춤을 그대에게 바칠께 나의 품에 너를 안고 항상 너를 지켜줄께 But if I, like butterflies, could fly away Just you and I, then nothing would ever be the matter
Translation for the rap part:
Each day I wait for you, feels like an year My feelings for you, they are just the same as yours Sometimes I meet some other girl and make you nervous But don't ever worry cause you are the only one for me I can not hold you right now since I'm not by your side But I'll always whisper the sweetest words in your ears I'll give you kisses full of love I'll hold you in my arms and always take care of you
composed by Sooyoon of Royal Pirates. he's the drummer btw. i know, shocking right?. i just found out that he has his own channel in YouTube, HERE. my oh my. you knocked my socks off.
Well, if you were to be my girl, Um, I could wait for you in the rain With no umbrellas in my hands I could just wait I don't care if this is not the right time 'Cause I can't hide how I feel inside anymore I've been waiting for you And with this moment you'll be mine I'll get you with my
One hundred roses I caught you out of one hundred million ladies I don't wanna be like any other guys out there I wish I was special to you My love Be my baby I'll never let you slip away
Then I'll wave my hand with a smile on my face When I see you miles away from me blushing Oh how cute You look so much more beautiful than my
I've never thought that I could be Ridiculously in love with you I just cant get you out of my head My love, be my baby I'll never let you slip away
benda yang paling aku benci bila blog-hopping ialah blog yang letak lagu secara autoplay. sakit jiwa aku dibuatnya. i like to read in peace and quiet. just as i like to write in peace and quiet.
at the very least, tolonglah letaknya di atas. senang saya nak cari and stop-kan dia. sekian terima kasih.
1) budak mengaji. oh tidak, mengaji itukan bagus. budak-budak itu saja yang aku tidak suka. satu, memekak. worst, berlari-lari dalam rumah dan memekak. dua, mencarut. worst, berlari-lari dalam rumah sambil memekak dan mencarut. i don't want my kid sister to pick up the words from them. ketiga, makanan kami jadi makanan mereka. giler frustrated bila saja aku nak makan anggur itu sekali je sudah lesap. dan aku perati mereka tanpa segan silu bukak tudung saji tengok apa makanan ada. Grrr...damn kids!
2) kuku ibu jari kaki aku hampir terkopek akibat tendang bola. tangan gatal je nak mencabut. tak tahan godaan. stop main bola sepak seketika. kaki sebelah lagi pun sakit. padan muka sape suruh main tak pakai kasut.
3) lampu bilik dari 4 tinggal 2. satu berkelip-kelip macam kunang-kunang sebesar burung, satu dah kiok. bilalah nak tukar ni. sangat tak tenteram dengan bilik yang separa cerah, separa malap. macam senja.
4) trying to lose weight tapi selera luar biasa sampai gajah pun i rasa boleh telan. boleh begitu? pretty soon nobody will recognize me anymore. NOOoooo!
5) need new shoes badly tapi cerewet sampai sanggup tak beli. biarlah i setia dengan sandal rm10 itu sampai i jumpa apa yang berkenan di hati.
6) still having difficulties to sleep disebabkan katak durjana itu. and sometimes, lipas and labah-labah. macam zoo pulak.
7) bila hujan streamyx akan acting up. which is weird sebab bukaknkah streamyx itu wired bukan wireless. hujan tak sepatutnya menyebabkan anda gagal membuat connection bukan? this is not Astro. i repeat, NOT ASTRO.
beliau ialah seorang pemalas dan suka menangguhkan kerja. kadang-kadang beliau rajin tapi mungkin 2 kali je dalam setahun.
beliau juga rajin baca blog orang. tapi beliau kurang rajin meninggalkan komen. harap dimaafkan...
