Saturday, December 27, 2008

aku.memang.loser

remember ad*l from here?


jadi ad*l balik kampung sempena cuti krismas. agen perisik tak bertauliah (duh. nenek aku la tu) bagitau petang tadi. aku disuruh sms/call si ad*l kerana kononnya si ad*l ada sesuatu nak dicakapkan dengan aku. disuruh datang rumah katanya malu.


ah, alasan je tu. tekaan aku sebenarnya memang dia takde benda nak cakap pon. tapi mungkin sebab nenek aku (yg mintak tolong dia crkan aku keje btw) yang bertanya dia jadi segan. segan nak cakap yang dia tak dapat tolong aku. atau lebih tepat, tak boleh. tak boleh sebab tuan yang empunya diri pun tak bersungguh.


aku teka je nih. wild guess.


kesian dengan ad*l. percayalah ianya bukan sesuatu yang baik melibatkan diri dengan nenek aku. believe me. i know.


dan lebih tak baik lagi bila melibatkan diri dengan aku. believe me. I KNOW.


aku sms dia. terpaksa. nenek aku kata berdosa kalau aku tipu dia. isk, sms orang pun kene paksa ke? aku memang malang.


sms masih belum di-reply.


jap. ada call.


oh dia yang call.


hmm, happy je bunyi suara dia. belum ape2 dah gelak. wah wah berguna jugak sms lawak yg aku karang tadi. haha. loser gila sampai bagi sms pun kene buat joke untuk amik hati dia.


dia kata aku sampai hati tak balas sms dia from before. tapi sms tu aku tak dapat pun macam mana nak reply? padanlah dah berminggu2 takde khabar. rerupanya dia ingat aku yang menyenyapkan diri. oh satu misteri telah terurai...


apa punya lame aku ni sampai hal rumahtangga pun nak cerita kat orang. haha banyak la aku punya rumahtangga. sila lempang untuk bagi kesedaran.


kesimpulannya, nampak gayanya aku akan terus menyusahkan dia . tu la sape suruh baik sangat kan? haha... aku gelak tapi dalam hati harap aku boleh berhenti menyusahkan dia. tapi yang mintak tolong tu nenek aku. bukan aku. tapikan, ehemm, lelaki baik memang sangat menarik hati kan? kan?


p/s: kan bagus kalau per'kahwanan' kami ini bukan bermula di sebabkan perkara job hunting ni. tidaklah aku berasa serba salah sebab menyusahkan dia. tak lah aku rasa awkward/segan sangat dengan dia. adoii ai...


Wednesday, December 24, 2008

TVXQ Love In The Ice lyric + eng translation

taken from here


[Jaejoong]
Tsumetai sono te kimi no seijanai
Osanaki hibi hotta kizukakae

[Changmin]
Dareka wo aisuru koto osoreteru no
Kotoba no uragawa se wo mukete

[Yoochun]
Dakishimeta kokoro ga koori no you ni
Sotto tokedasu

[Jaejoong]
Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa

[Junsu]
Sore ga moshimo boku nara
Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo

[Yoochun]
Unmei no itazura

[Jaejoong]
Kokoro wo itametemo

[Yoochun + Jaejoong]
Sono namida no saki ni wa

[Yunho]
Hitosuji no hikari ga

[Changmin]
Yami no naka maiorite

[Yunho + Changmin]
Bokura wa kizukusa

[Jaejoong]
Kurushii hodo ni tsuyoku kanji ya eru
Hito no nukumori

[All]
Daremo ga motteru kanashimi ya kodoku
Iyashite moraeru basho sagashiteiru
Sou kimi ni wa sono basho ga koko ni arusa
Osorenaide mou mayowanaide
Boku ga mamoru

[Junsu]Setsunai hodo ([Jaejoong] My heart)

[Junsu]Utsukushii ai dakara ([Yunho] Don't be afraid)

[Junsu]Hakanai hodo ([Changmin] Let you know my mind)

[Junsu]Uruwa shii ([Yoochun] You know)

[Junsu]Kono toki wo ([Yoochun] Let you Know my love too)


[All]
Daremo ga dare ka ni aisareru tameni
Kono you ni inochi wo kiramekaseru no sa
Sore ga moshimo boku nara
Mou ichido kimi no kokoro wo
Towa no yasashisa de atatameruyo


TRANSLATION:

Those freezing hands aren't your fault
They carry scars from long before
Afraid to love someone,
You turn your back on the other side of the words...

Like ice, the embraced heart slowly starts to thaw

* For anyone to be loved by someone,
Makes life in this world shine
If it was me, I’d make your heart warm once more
With eternal tenderness

Even if fate’s games hurt the heart...
On the other side of the tears,
A single ray of light will swoop down into the darkness
We know that this is so

As strong as the suffering, we can feel people’s warmth

Everyone is searching for a place
That can take away the sorrow and loneliness
So… for you, that place is here
Don’t be afraid, don’t hesitate anymore, because I’ll protect you

To the point of being painful (my heart)
This love is beautiful (don’t be afraid)
Even if just momentarily (let you know my love)
This time is beautiful (you know… let you know my love)



beautiful song isn't it? it swept me with so much emotion...

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

i'm drooling so much i think i'm gonna faint


first time watching 'beautiful you' vidz i knew i stumbled on something good *pat myself on the back*. after watching their other vidz i'd slowly began to take interest on them. after watching their live concert i was convinced.

i am now proudly declaring myself as a fan.

from left to right: u-know, micky, hero, max, junsu

WHY I LOVE TVXQ


1. hero jaejoong is drop dead gorgeous *drooling*

2. hero jaejoong has a great body. so hot! *drooling like crazy*

3. hero jaejoong is so cool *sparkling eyes*


oh my pretty pretty boy i love you,
oh my pretty pretty boy i do....


in mirotic vidz i just can't keep my eyes of him. him and only him.


you must think i'm shallow, aite? wait, let me get to point 4.

4. hero jaejoong CAN sing. like, seriously. i'm not just saying it because he's drop dead gorgeous, has a great body and cool. haha. hey i'm laughing but i am being serious..

fact: he used to live in poverty before becoming a singer. i kept thinking that it's almost a sin to let anyone this pretty to suffer. don't you agree?


let's continue shall we...

5. xiah junsu closely resemble yoon kye sang, a korean actor that i love.

6. xiah junsu put a lot of emotions in his singing. like he meant every words he sang. it's so beautiful. and that's why he's so great.


i think i'm not exaggerating about this. check out his solo performances if you don't believe me...

fact: he was discovered at the age of 12. he made his debut at the age of 18. 6 years of training sure have help him a lot. his voice control, his high note is just amazing. oh, he's 21 now.

7. micky yoochun has a rockish voice (voice like a rocker). it's kinda different from the other member. sexy. i like it very very very much. VERY.


8. micky's hair always a problem to my eyes. but he's cute nevertheless.

9. max changmin is a heartthrob. can't say any better. sings very well although sometimes i can't feel emotion in his voice.

10. u-know yunho is my least fav of the members. doesn't mean that i don't like him, i just don't pay attention to him as much as the other. maybe because he didn't sing that much. he's a great dancer though. he used to be a backup dancer for an artist before joining tvxq. he's also the leader of tvxq.

11. if their concert opening is this good, who wouldn't be a fan?



12. if their concert ending is like this, who wouldn't be a fan?


from left to right (so you can also recognize them. haha): junsu, micky, hero, max, u-know. u-know hair is pretty cute don't you think?

their best performance ever. all of them sounded great. all of them sang their heart out. it was so beautiful it makes me wanna cry. i have always love 'love in the ice'. but i like it even better in this live version. i feel like hugging each and everyone of them and congratulate them on job well done.

ah, i wanna see them live!!!



TVXQ, they look great, they sing great. together they complete each other.


oh tvxq, you had me at hello...



still not convince? still think i'm shallow?


[TVXQ is also known as TVFXQ,DBSK, tohoshinki]

other fact
-in the beginning i watched their vidz repeatedly until i can recognized each one of them. i take being an otaku very seriously you know. huhu...