Monday, September 5, 2011

of engagement

#1
ada sorang budak kat office ni. she used to tell me about her worries of not having a boyfriend. oh scratch that, she has someone but that someone tu agak membosankan. i can understand la why she wanted to tell me despite not being very close to her. it's because I'm older (5 years older ada kot), and i'm also boyfriend-less. [dalam bahasa kasarnya, i'm more pathetic than her].

selain dari alasan di atas, i think it's because I'm gifted with this look (sympathetic/kind/understanding look) yang selalu buat orang nak bercerita masaalah dengan aku. annoying, really...

oh don't worry, i don't find myself pathetic. at least, not at that level. i personally think a woman shouldn't let a man define who she is. i mean, it shouldn't make you any less special if you didn't have a boyfriend/husband. YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE. dalam kes budak ni, she's too bothered dengan kawan-kawan dia yang mostly kawen awal. kalau duduk kampung, this is to be expected. kawen awal adalah mindset orang-orang kampung. but this girl bukannya tak ada education. it annoys me when she adapt herself to that kind of mindset. especially when she's still young...

anyway, that girl got engaged last Saturday. wow...i don't know why she kept that from me. takut aku terasa ke PASAL AKU DAH TUA TAPI BOYFRIEND PUN TAKDE?? ceh aku takde rasa apa-pun. jodoh masing-masing la kan...

apa-pun aku tertanya-tanya jugak, adakah dia bertunang dengan mamat yang dia kata membosankan tu?



case closed.



#2
my older sister also got engaged raya ketiga itu ari. with a guy waayy younger. i don't remember his age but i think he's at least 4 years younger than me. at least! honestly speaking, getting to marriage stage is gonna be hard. my sister tu, walaupun umur dah lanjut, perangainya mengalahkan adik aku yang tingkatan satu. terlalu childish! so i hope this guy boleh bertahan la. please la biar dia bertahan. tak dapat aku bayangkan if it doesn't work *horror*



#3
and me? when will i get engaged?

jalan masih kabur lagi la kawan....gotta find a boyfriend first...haha....