Aku, Me, Watashi, Na

when timer failed you

2012-02-16T15:32:00.001+08:00

Human (read : MY) behavior

2012-01-14T15:08:00.000+08:00

is it normal to suddenly hate someone without any particular reason?

what is it with me? ada masalah mental-kah?

seingat aku, kali terakhir aku berperangai macam ni, a colleague tetiba jadi mangsa kemarahan aku. the thing is, when i'm mad, i will not curse. instead, i cease all talking activities with the said person. imagine when being at the same place, me & the non-related person = berborak tak hengat, me & the said person = silent *bunyi cengkerik*. the environment is awkward i tell you. tapi aku serius tak boleh bercakap dengan dia. mana taknye, dengar suara dia je boleh buat aku darah!

i define myself as a mild-mannered person. aku takde suka-suka je cari gaduh dengar orang. in fact, i try to be as understanding/patient as i can be when dealing with a friend. but as it is, aku cuma manusia biasa. at times i blew my fuse. but fret not, this is a rare occassion. probably once-a-year-thingy.

well, maybe. don't ask me. i couldn't tell..

anyway, i figure it might has something to do with 'my-time-of-the-month'. again, MAYBE. but i'd feel better with that explanation. PMS huh...who knows....maybe i have it....

or maybe i don't (^_^)

tapiiiii...lelaki, bila perempuan asyik marah ko, there's a possibility that it's not PMS, it's YOU! just saying...

back to the main topic, this time, i'm mad at the same person. haven't been talking to that person for 3-days. to be fair, dengan orang lain pun aku tak bercakap selama dua hari. harini mood aku dah baik sikit, but still, i couldn't force myself to talk with that person. it's gonna take a few more days agaknya.

agaknyela....

Hari yang panjaaaang sangat.....

2011-12-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

so i drive an old car. a 1998 kancil. buruk ke, lama ke, bukan masaalah pada aku. janji ada bumbung & boleh gerak kan. tapi sedih jugak la, pasal asyik meragam je. bila meragam, duit pun melayang-layang-layang la T_T. daripada tayar pancit, ke air-con rosak and this morning, driver shaft plak bermasaalah.

i was driving out of petronas, sekali je ada bunyik 'ketuk', like i hit something. aku berhenti, tengok-tengok ok je semua. bila aku jalan balik tu, dalam 10 seconds, i felt like macam ada benda putus ke (or patah. couldn't tell). lepastu kereta rasa bergoyang. aku pun apelagi, terus berenti tepi jalan & keluar selamatkan diri. wa tatau apa okeh apa masaalahnya, baik wa lari dulu sebelum apa-apa.

haha...drama betul.

called my dad, he picked me up & sent me to work. lepas tu panggil orang repair. dah melayang RM200 arini. just like that. urghh...sengal betul gua rasa. but ini ok lagi. drama selepas ni lagi hebat. jeng jeng jeng...

petang tadi, my sis sepatutnya amik aku by 5 o'clock, give or take. sekali je sampai pukul 5.40 tak sampai-sampai lagi. so i texted her. sekali je dia called cakap dia accident plak.

i was like, SHOCKED. terperanjat mak, okeh!

tanya-tanya, dia ok je, kete pun cuma bumper belakang je calar sikit. but the person yang langgar dia tuh (yes, dia kena langgar, bukan dilanggar) mintak ganti rugi plak pasal dia punya passenger door kemik. apekes?? dah langgar orang, tak ngaku salah, lepastu berani plak mintak ganti rugi?? GRRRR..hangin aku dibuatnya. lagi hangin sebab orang tu ialah orang Pakistan. haihhh...dah masuk kampung orang tu agak2 la kan...

yang adik aku tu pun sengal, takut abah marah punya pasal, dia tak nak telefon. so i have to call my Along instead. As a back-up. maklumla, kami ni takde experience dengan kes-kes macam ni. aku? aku sama la clueless macam dia. harapan aku, Along dah biasa bawak kereta, so she must knew something.

so the Pakistani ni nak setel out of court so we both don't have to pay for the RM300 fine tu. that's fine by me tapi bila dia mintak gantirugi yang aku marah tu. ko langgar aku, aku kena bayar plak? jadi kitorang ber-kem la kejap kat balai polis pasal nak setelkan hal ni. dia mintak RM100, pastu naik RM130. i said to him, if you want to settle this, i can only give you RM50 max. no more. dia tak nak so i called my dad.....

and got scolded by him! tengok....aku dah agak mesti aku jugak yang kene marah ni. tapi takpe, at least dia cakap dia nak datang. yaay!aku cakap dengan mamat Pakistan tu, you tunggu sekejap. PAK I NAK DATANG.

which was a good move i think, tak lama lepas tu dia datang kat kitorang and said, he'll settled for RM60. but by then my dad was already on his way so tunggu je la. my dad datang bawak jiran/sedara aku sorang. pergh gaya macam gengster plak aku tengok. datang-datang je mintak tunjuk IC & pasport segala. haha....diorang masuk balai and pung pang pung pang apentah (aku tak masuk pasal aku malas nak join man-to-man discussion. kononnye la. sebenarnya aku malas nak jalan). after a while, abah datang & cakap we just have to pay RM50. so aku bayar la guna duit Along dulu pasal i'm RM20 short. ala gua duduk kampung manala ada bawak duit banyak-banyak dalam purse. bukannya ada shopping mall pun nak menyinggah kat sini.

lepas bayar, semua orang balik & habislah cerita.

aku sebenarnya takde la nak marah sangat. aku tengok, mamat Pakistan tu pun jenis yang ada bahasa orangnya. cuma ye la, dah tak salah nak kena bayar pulak. duitt tu...sayang tau....anyway, bumper aku pun dah calar, lampu belakang pun retak sikit. pakai duit jugak tu kalau nak repair. so i'm gonna leave it like that buat sementara ni. kalau tak perati betul-betul tak nampak kut. rasanyela....

the good thing is, my sis said she'll pay me back. ceh, ade duit rupenyer.....selamat RM50 aku. haha....

ni la dia kereta yang melanggar tu. haihhh.....

orang kata, any experience, is a good experience. eh ada ke orang kata? kalau takde, anggap je la ade ye. takpela ini semua pengalaman berguna. akan datang kalau terjadi kat aku ke, ada jugak bayang-bayang ape yang patut aku buat. Along cakap, the right thing to do is to take the picture after the accident & jangan alihkan kereta tu. betul ke? kalau betul, ok, lepas ni aku tau la..

akhir kata,

TERIMA KASIH, ALONG! JASAMU DIKENANG =P

TERIMA KASIH, ABAH! JASAMU PUN DIKENANG JUGA. hehe...

p/s: pandai jugak aku negotiate ek. buat-buat garang, padahal kecut. muahaha...

update 10 pm
tengah dinner kat rumah tadi, gua sentap bila my mom tiba-tiba cakap, with a very sarcastic tone, whether aku senang hati kalau both my sis (yang drive tadi, and the one with her), die. fuhh...sentap siutt. the thing is, sepatutnya adik aku amik aku kat pekan tadi instead at my work place. tapi tadi sebab hujan, aku malas ler nak naik bas. lagipun dari pekan tu ke tempat kerja aku tak sampai pun 10 minit. nak jadi cite, masa adik aku nak keluar dari bengkel kereta tu la she had that accident. aku balas balik, aku kata if i'd known benda tu nak jadi, aku pun takkan suruh la diorang amik aku (apa ingat aku tak sayang ke adik-adik aku?). sob sob...apekah tuduhan itu? sangat tidak adil pada aku. hilang selera makan aku tau. tapi disebabkan tak nak membazir, aku habiskan jugak nasi lagi suku pinggan tu. menangis pulak nasik tu karang. aku ingat nak merajuk, tapi lepas tu dia cakap macam biasa plak dengan aku. aik? kensel la merajuk gini..

it's to be expected la kalau kena marah dengan abah. he's like that. but mom? it was traumatic for me too. and I've already feel guilty to begin with. tapi aku paham la, she's a mom. risau-risau aku, risau lagi dia ye tak?

Skip Beat Promo

2011-12-04T08:03:00.001+08:00

tak tau nak ketawa ke nak menangis. buttttt....Donghae's looking good here (hehe). so did Siwon but dia tidak menyerupai Tsuraga Ren macam dalam manga tu. so adalah sedikit spoilt for me (because i'm a hardcore fan. supposedly?).

the girl, well the girl....gua tak ada komen lagi. maybe later.

kalau cerita ni korea buat kan bagus. haihh kenapela Taiwan yg buat.....

Macam mana nak remove malware ni?

2011-11-08T18:59:00.002+08:00

HELP!!!

Rendang daging

2011-10-09T10:19:00.000+08:00

as promised....

RESEPI DIAMBIL DI SINI

Note that resipi di atas adalah untuk 1kg daging. yang aku nak buat adalah 1.5kg. jadi aku tambah la bahan-bahannya accordingly.

aku replaced santan kelapa dengan santan kotak because i'm health concious. haha...banyakla aku punya health concious. yang sebenarnya aku malas nak kopek & parut kelapa. kalau korang rajin, by all means, gunalah santan kelapa yang asli. hasilnya memang akan lebih baik. dia punya manis santan tu, dia punya lemaknya, memang terbaik. kerisik pun sama. kalau rajin buatla sendiri. kalau beli & tak bernasib baik, dapatlah kerisik yang kurang kualiti (like the ones i bought). bau macam ada sedikit tengik, rasanya pun macam ada pahit-pahit gitu. tapi because sayang nak buang, so.....

nak tumis tu jangan lupa cili kering ye..aku tak amik gambar pun sebab cili kering gua punya adik dah siap blend-kan semua *good girl*

bila dah naik bau tu masukkan la daging ye. pastu masukkan air. banyak mana tu, sampai daging empuk la. you know the drill..

okeh, siap dah rendang aku. amacam, gempak tak?

resipi ni yang uniknya pada aku ialah penggunaan rempah kurma tu. i've my doubt, initially. sebabnya aku memang tak suka makan ayam kurma ke, daging kurma ke, etc, etc. sebelum ni kalau masak rendang memang tak pernah letak rempah apa-apa. the first time aku guna resepi ni plak (masa aku buat 'the-partially-open-house' masa raya itu ari), aku guna rempah kari pasal rempah kurma tak ada pulak kat rumah. tastewise? dua-dua pun sodap. it's just that kali ni aku rasa aku terletak terbanyak pulak rempah kurma so jadi macam pekat sangat pulak. kalau untuk 2kg daging memang sedang elok kut.

aku nak masak nasi himpit, tapi adik aku kata tak payah. so we ate it with....

the good ol' nasi lemak. Yumss!!

in full bloom

2011-10-07T19:26:00.000+08:00

6th October 2011, 9.37 pm.

7th October 2011, 3.44 am.

7th October 2011, 7.01 am.

7th October 2011, 7.04 pm.

BUNGA CINA.

I.LOVE.THE.SMELL.

awww.....

2011-10-04T18:24:00.001+08:00

too cute...

kisahnya : mak dengan ayah bergaduh pasal afiq (who

did something wrong at school. but nothing too serious)

and....

you know the rest of the story.

this is the kind of thing that makes me

wanna have children on my own ;P

ada sekali, i had a fight with mom (i was six, maybe),

and i wrote this letter about how nice it is to be

my neighbor's daughter (mom's friend). in a hurry, i left the

letter in a shoe. but my Along boleh terjumpa pulak

surat tu & she kept making fun of me, and my

mom pulak boleh tak layan aku hari tu.

urghh menyesal beb, menyesal....

anyway, mak Afiq is now 7-weeks pregnant.

she said dia tak kisah dengan jantina of the baby.

but i hope she'll get a daughter because she

already had 3 sons. i mean, don't you wanna know

if she'll look like you?

I KNOW I WOULD!

Last season...& how it ended

2011-09-30T21:08:00.000+08:00

in anticipation of the new season of (loads of) the TV series that I've been following, let's recap what happen in last season finale.

warning, contain spoiler!

Fringe, season 3 finale

Peter entered & activated the doomsday device & find himself 15 years in the future. though the parallel world destroyed, the other world continue to disintegrate.

in the end, after convincing the two sides to work together to try to repair the damage to save both universes, he suddenly disappears, forgotten, like he never existed.

The Mentalist, season 3 finale

O'Laughlin was Red John's mole (which mean his feelings for Van Pelt is a scam. say what?? they even planned to get married!). anyway, he was shoot to dead. and then Jane shot a man who claimed he's Red John. but was he really?

Nikita, season 1 finale

Alex shot Nikita - actually a hoax - Nikita's alive. Percy tried to take over the CIA - failed. Michael - trapped in division - sets fee by Birkhoff. Amanda removed Alex's tracker device.

will Amanda & Alex work together?

Supernatural, season 5 finale

Castiel removed the wall in Sam's head. Sam battled against himself in his head. will Sam recover?

Castiel, enriched with new power, claimed to be God. is that a bad thing, or good thing?

The Vampire Diaries, season 2 finale

Damon, is in his deathbed after being bitten by a Tyler (werewolf). in desperate attempt to save him, Stefan turned to Klaus, who gave him his blood (the cure, obviously) but not without a condition.

Damon's saved - Stefan left Mystic Falls with Klaus.

and oh, Jeremy can see dead people. specifically, Anna & Vicki.

creepy...

**************************************************

i'd love to continue, but me, being a lazy ass, it'll probably took forever. so I'm gonna stop here. mind you, I've wrote this since last week and still cannot finish. all the series are on the 2nd episode already.

by the way, I've watched Revenge and i must say i loved it. can't wait for the next episode.

(pssstt...for a moment there, i've fell in love with Jack Porter ! haha...)

i've also watched The Secret Circle and i think it's promising (magic is always amusing). and John Connor (haha. it's Thomas Dekker actually), is still a cutie. like!

as for the anime, Natsume Yuujincho's 3rd season, Natsume Yūjin-chō San, ended beautifully. the warmness just filled my heart. i even cried! i heard that there's gonna be a fourth season (yaay!!) so i'm really looking forward to it.

ok let's end this. tata everyone!

random #5 : muka tak cukup tido memang macam ni la

2011-09-30T20:10:00.003+08:00

"tok, saya datang ni nak menuntut ilmu kebal...."

4th august 2011

6.06 a.m

**2 drafted entries on hand. waiting for inspiration (^_-)

my internet experience

2011-09-25T10:56:00.000+08:00

i've been using the internet for:

i) e-mailing friend
- Hotmail was the first. now I'm loyal with YahooMail (got three). Gmail i have, but never really use.

ii) education purpose
- copy paste was the secret to high mark. haha..

iii) MIRC
- been an addict about a year and then completely stop. don't even remember how to use it anymore.but it's where i met some amazing friends so I've really fond memories.

iv) downloading songs
- dial-up was such a pain. horrible, horrible experience. never again....

v) www.kawanaku.com
- just to connect with old friend. what's my password again?

vii) friendster.com
- i've lost everything stored there. including my first blog. friendster suck!

viii) blogger.com
- my second blog ^_^

ix) downloading anime
- after switching to broadband. but not until years on dial-up suffering

x) downloading movies
- used to be via torrents. but then switched to direct download

xx) watching youtube

xxx) downloading TV series. lots & lots of them.

xl) facebook.com - aren't we all? what's with the new layout?

ok. pretty much in that particular order.

thank god I'm not much of a gamer or else I'll be stucked to the internet 24/7.

just to share, this is the link to my usual donwload sites:

http://www.cyber12.com/
http://animestash.info/
www.syok.org/
http://eszacktvseries.blogspot.com/
http://www.mediafiremovie.org/
www.mangatraders.com

they pretty much got everything i need. from animes, movies, k-drama, j-drama, tv series (including Malay ones). the last link is where i download my Skip Beat manga.

anyway, if you have other recommendable site, do share.

now excuse me, i got Transformers:Dark Of The Moon waiting..

random #4

2011-09-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

si kecik yang menganggu jiwa raga saya kebelakangan ini.

the third one berkaler all black. jatuh dari bumbung petang tadi.

juga saya kembalikan kepada mummy.

I've met all three so saya agak berpuas hati.

ye la, your mom took you away when you're about two days old.

seeing you guys sihat sudah cukup buat saya senang hati *love*

si kecil ini pula, saya sudah bercadang mahu membela dia.

i can take care of one kitten. i think!

dia adalah jenis yang friendly.

kesana-kemari mengekori ahli keluarga saya.

2,3 hari ni, kalau dIa masih hang around di sini,

akan saya mandikan wangi-wangi.

just you wait...

cousin saya bernikah pada 16 september 2011.

ya, lepas ni senang nak celebrate anniversary.

sungguh 1 Malaysia!

tema hijau kah?

pelamin memang gorgeous. i loike..

tapi perkara paling hilarious pada hari itu ialah....

against all odd, these two were wearing the same (pattern) baju kurung.

ok to be fair, kaler tak sama la. one was blue (the left one, my along),

and one was black (the right one, my cousin).

kalau saya la, mesti tak sabar-sabar nak balik =P

ini adalah my Along darling daughters.

my god they were handful!

but they are also adorable walaupun selalu buat

auntie pusing. especially yang hujung belah kanan tu.

sungguh rebellious. geram i tau!

the one at the left look exactly like me masa i kecik dulu.

adakah bila dia besar akan serupa saya juga?

ini adalah sesi makeover untuk mereka berdua ni.

because they were wreaking havoc in my room, this was the only way

to silence them. suka sangat diorang ni

pakai lipstick. siap request nak kaler merah. hihi...

and this is me yang sibuk nak tumpang camwhore.

sengaja pakai red-coloured lipstick pasal nak

layankan kepala bebudak ni. macam mak lampir ko!

(although i picked the one picture yang tak nampak

saya macam mak lampir sangat. hehe)

sekian random post kita pada hari ini.

of engagement

2011-09-05T12:12:00.001+08:00

#1
ada sorang budak kat office ni. she used to tell me about her worries of not having a boyfriend. oh scratch that, she has someone but that someone tu agak membosankan. i can understand la why she wanted to tell me despite not being very close to her. it's because I'm older (5 years older ada kot), and i'm also boyfriend-less. [dalam bahasa kasarnya, i'm more pathetic than her].

selain dari alasan di atas, i think it's because I'm gifted with this look (sympathetic/kind/understanding look) yang selalu buat orang nak bercerita masaalah dengan aku. annoying, really...

oh don't worry, i don't find myself pathetic. at least, not at that level. i personally think a woman shouldn't let a man define who she is. i mean, it shouldn't make you any less special if you didn't have a boyfriend/husband. YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE. dalam kes budak ni, she's too bothered dengan kawan-kawan dia yang mostly kawen awal. kalau duduk kampung, this is to be expected. kawen awal adalah mindset orang-orang kampung. but this girl bukannya tak ada education. it annoys me when she adapt herself to that kind of mindset. especially when she's still young...

anyway, that girl got engaged last Saturday. wow...i don't know why she kept that from me. takut aku terasa ke PASAL AKU DAH TUA TAPI BOYFRIEND PUN TAKDE?? ceh aku takde rasa apa-pun. jodoh masing-masing la kan...

apa-pun aku tertanya-tanya jugak, adakah dia bertunang dengan mamat yang dia kata membosankan tu?

case closed.

#2
my older sister also got engaged raya ketiga itu ari. with a guy waayy younger. i don't remember his age but i think he's at least 4 years younger than me. at least! honestly speaking, getting to marriage stage is gonna be hard. my sister tu, walaupun umur dah lanjut, perangainya mengalahkan adik aku yang tingkatan satu. terlalu childish! so i hope this guy boleh bertahan la. please la biar dia bertahan. tak dapat aku bayangkan if it doesn't work *horror*

#3
and me? when will i get engaged?

jalan masih kabur lagi la kawan....gotta find a boyfriend first...haha....

menjelang hari raya...[update]

2011-08-27T19:20:00.000+08:00

semangat nak cuti raya

5 minutes before siren balik. poyoss...

believe it or not, aku sebenarnya demam. tapi gaya memang

tak nampak macam demam pun. balik rumah terus flat. took a

panadol (aku dah raya dulu, excuse me) lepas tu terus baring &amp;amp;amp; berselimut

tanpa bukak kipas ke apa. my inside is burning tapi aku rasa sejuk.

lepas dah peluh-peluh sikit ni aku ada rasa sikit baik la. and then i googled

and found this :

ok, pengalaman aku dengan home remedy memang la kurang menyenangkan.

i've tried putting on bits of garlic in my nose hoping to cure my selsema.

i didn't know it'll burn!

lagi satu, guna air garam to cure sakit tekak.

pedih bodoh! and it didn't work.

both home remedies doesn't work melainkan menambahkan sakit ati aku je.

but, i'm desperate here. panadol doesn't seem to work and it seems easy enough.

and so....

yeah, that's onion in my stoking. forgive the kain batik and all..

aku baru pakai less than an hour. don't know if it'll work.

but aku ada rasa sikit senang, tak pasti because of the panadol,

or the sweat or the onion.

i'll tell you later!

till then, Selamat Hari Raya kawan-kawan.

siapa yang nak balik kampung tu semoga selamat pergi dan balik ok.

chow!

UPDATE
The onion didn't work. i still have fever the next day (today)
walaupun i wore it sepanjang malam. tapi, i think it did help to alleviate the pain.
i mean, did i tell you my body aches all over? masa pakai tu memang rasa
sakit badan tu berkurang la. plus, it gave off this comfortable
feeling yang aku tak reti nak describe.

apa-pun, lepas telan 2 biji panadol petang tadi, my body started to
sweat profusely and now i think i'm all better. still have the selesema though. and
semua makanan berasa payau. tapi itu biasala tu kan....

aku rasa selsema aku ni tak berapa teruk. harap-harap takde la masa raya
nanti kerja aku mengelap hingus je. urgh.....

I WISH YOU...

2011-07-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

2011-07-27T20:12:00.005+08:00

I thought i've sorted it out. My feelings.

but did i?

Anime Recommendation

2011-06-26T12:03:00.002+08:00

Disclaimer : provided that we have the same taste =P

Must Watch**

1) Ouran High School Host Club**
2) Fruit Basket**
3) Saiunkoku Monogatari
4) D-Gray Man
5) Kaichou wa Maid-sama!
6) Inuyasha
7) Kaze No Stigma
8) Death Note
9) Code Geass
10) 07-Ghost

Ongoing

11) Fairy Tail
12) Ao No Exorcist

and the usual, Naruto & Bleach.

semalam ada orang kata muka aku ialah muka suka tengok movie romantic @ yang ada handsome boy. but i said, I'm not really into movies (although what he said was sort of true. hehe). aku lagi suka tengok Anime/TV series. and then mamat tu kata, masa dia muda dia suka tengok cerita yang ada pretty girls. but now bila dah kawen & ada anak, dia lagi layan action movies and cartoons.

well, eventually people change, right? maybe someday i'll change too..

______________________________________________________________

03/07/11

wah aku dah terlupakan satu anime yang pada aku sangat epic. it's GINTAMA! it's the most ridiculous anime I've ever counter. ridiculously stupid but highly entertaining. do watch!

ramalan cuaca

2011-06-23T20:04:00.001+08:00

aku rasa cuaca yang sekejap panas, sekejap mendung, sekejap ribut ni membuatkan aku pun rasa sekejap happy, sekejap marah, sekejap sedih.

sekian terima kasih.

Emo

2011-06-16T18:16:00.085+08:00

tadikan...tadi...aku bergaduh dengan Sepet. actually bukan gaduh la. tapi aku teramat la marahnya sampaikan bila aku teringat muka dia je hati aku jadi berbara-bara. pasal apa aku marah tak perlu la aku cerita. cukupla kalau aku kata aku rasa sangatla tertipu dengan kata-kata manis dia. chewahh..drama queen plak. i trusted him & this is how he repays me?

oh ya, ini langsung tidak berkaitan dengan cinta or perasaan. just so you know...

dipendekkan cerita, he kept calling me tapi aku tak angkat. aih orang tengah marah mana ada mood nak dengar dia bercakap ye tak? so i SMS la cakap yang right now aku akan bertambah marah kalau aku bercakap dengan dia. meaning, tunggu la aku sejuk dulu kan... aku ingat dia paham la. sekali dia reply kata okla lepas ni dia tak kacau aku lagi. siap berjanji lagi. i was like, WTH?

oh man, is he a woman or what?

so bla bla bla...(pendekkan cerita lagi)...aku masuk office nak photostat & dia datang pada aku, explaining things. ikutkan hati aku tak nak dengar TAPI AKU NAK GUNA MESIN PHOTOSTAT NI TAKKAN NAK LARI KUT? urghh terpaksa la aku dengar. abis dia cerita tu, dia pandang aku, dengan muka yang bajet aku paham la. sekali aku cakap...

DAH? ITU AJE?

lepas tu aku blah. wawawa...tu la, aku cakap degil...taknak dengar...kan dah bengang...tapi lepas tu aku rasa bersalah la jugak. aku SMS, aku kata terima kasih sebab bagi penerangan kat aku tapi buat masa sekarang aku tak boleh terima alasan dia. because i was very disappointed with him..

pergh siap berterima kasih tu. betul-betul berhati mulia la aku nih..

sebelum balik aku pergi membuang. pastu kat office tetiba berasa mood lebih baik. macam dah tak marah. haha. mungkin all the negative energy tadi dah termasuk sekali dalam sisa kumbahan aku. so sekarang aku dah ok. tapi tengah fikir lagi apa hukuman aku nak bagi kat si sepet ni. he can't get away after making me angry kan? LIFE HAS TO BE FAIR. right?

kesimpulannya, bila aku tengah marah, just leave me alone. cukuplah aku tau how sorry you are. tak payah nak desak-desak aku nak maafkan kau time tu jugak. ingat aku ada switch on off apa? nanti aku dah cool aku pandai la cari kau. bukan apa, lagi ko pressure-pressure aku, lagi marah aku jadinya. takut aku tercakap apa-apa yang hurtful pada kau. aku pun tak suka la kalau jadi sampai camtu sekali.

ok? paham kan anak-anak?

KFC oh KFC

2011-06-12T18:29:00.008+08:00

KFC chicken chop.

I was disappointed. enough said.

randomness

2011-05-11T18:54:00.079+08:00

fndrocka :

Cinta sejati adalah ketika dia mencintai orang lain, kamu masih mampu tersenyum, sambil berkata: aku turut bahagia untukmu.. =)

oh tetiba aku berasa sentap dengan pernyataan ini. aku rasa aku belum cukup baik untuk senyum & berharap orang itu bahagia. CAN YOU?

atau mungkin cinta aku tak cukup sejati. haha..or maybe it's not love after all...

OMG OMG OMG...baru dapat tau Skip Beat punya live action WILL NOT be played by Jerry Yen & Ariel Lin. DO YOU KNOW HOW THANKFUL I AM?? the first time i heard that there will be an adaption of this manga/anime, aku sangat happy. until i found out about the casts. i was very disappointed because Jerry Yen is soo kayu & Ariel Lin pulak aku tak kenal. duh, i won't be bothered to watch this. But now, i am out of the world happy sebab the leading role dah pun bertukar kepada.....jeng jeng jeng....

SI WON & DONGHAE!!!!! and Ivy Chen. granted, i don't even know who's Ivy Chen. but who cares? Si Won & Donghae adalah my two favorite boys from Super Junior. I absolutely looooveee them. ah I'm in heaven. can't wait!

kakak tu tanya, adakah aku akan wish happy birthday to LAN, WAN, MAN (the three guys in my office) when it's their birthday. i said, kalau dia jenis yg kecoh2 mintak hadiah or suruh wish, i will not. because I'm twisted like that. haha..

plus 8

2011-04-21T19:30:00.001+08:00

Petang tadi....

aku : apa ko panggil aku?

dia : miza? ima?

aku : woii..miza tu ko buang M-nya. Iza la..

dia : ohh...iza. umur ko berape ek?

aku : la ituhari kan ko dah tanya aku lahir tahun berapa.

dia : eh ada ke? takde lah... ko 21 kan?

aku : *senyyyuuuuuum* a'ah. 21 tu ko tambah 8.

dia : 29?? TIPU!! tengok punch card..

dia : 1982....EH BETULLA!!

tell me, isn't life wonderful?

Analisa

2011-04-19T21:15:00.000+08:00

tetiba aku rasa ada mood nak menulis panjang. so here goes...

aku rasa aku ni bukanlah jenis orang yang suka menghukum. yang tiba-tiba je boleh tak suka orang just because you don't like them. ye, memang aku ada first impression untuk orang-orang yang aku baru kenal. but i don't actually berpegang pada-nya. i mean, manusia ni jenis yang beremosi. bergantung pada emosi dia (atau kau), you may hate them or like them.

tengokla nasib kau (atau dia) baik atau tak...

Kakak Kawan Baik 1 (KKB-1), punya banyak orang yang tak suka dia dalam office. she doesn't/couldn't get along with the rest of the girls. jangan tanya aku kenapa. you know how (mean) girls can be. if you're not in the group, you're basically an outcast. but she gets along just fine with me. and aku, walaupun tak rapat dengan the rest of the group, tak pernah pulak ada masaalah dengan diorang. technically speaking. buttt, i am not in the same office with them. so i don't know who's on the wrong here. tapi sepemerhatian aku, dua-dua pihak pun ada sesuatu yang perlu diperbaiki. as for me, malaslah nak masuk campur hal rumah-tangga orang. korang nak gaduh tarik-tarik rambut ke, ape ke, lantak la. as long as I'm happy *selfish*

KKB-1 selalu cakap dia tak minat nak cakap pasal orang. walaupun begitu, on some occasions dia akan mengumpat juga. haha. aku la yang jadi tukang dengar. isk isk...tak pasal-pasal menambah dosa. one day ni dia bercerita pasal a girl in her department yang telah meminta tolong a guy in another department untuk siapkan kerja dia. so i said, Quote : dia dah terdesak kut. tu yang mintak tolong bestfriend dia. but KKB-1 cakap, kalau terdesak pun, kenapa x nak mintak tolong kawan-kawan satu department?

sebab aku malas nak argue, aku senyap je la sambil dengar dia mengomen-ngomen. guess what, a guy in another department tu ialah si Chinese in my previous post (will be renamed as Sepet, as inspired by Gedh), and that girl is a Malay colleague with whom he has a shady relationship/friendship with. you see, KKB-1 tak tau Sepet & aku ialah kawan. I've never intended to tell her because i thought it's not a big deal. jadi bila dia komen tentang dua-dua manusia itu (yang kedua-duanya has a good relationship with me), i just don't know what to say.

but i did ask KKB-1 (again) pasal the relationship between those two. saja gatal.... kesimpulannya, it's still a mystery. kalau nak tau cerita sebenar kena tanya tuan empunya badan. tapi tu cerita dulu kut pasal the girl baru je kawen bulan lepas. and Sepet, well, he has a gf.

sekarang aku dah takde feeling yang serious pada Sepet. seriously! I'm done with the flirting and such. tak macho tau. stupid even. bukan apa, i have some time to think & try to figure him out. pada aku, he is the kind of guy who likes to please woman. all woman. he did tell me one time yang kawan-kawan dia mostly perempuan, and most ended-up falling in love with him. and guy doesn't really like to be his friend. and i know why. i understand why. sebab layanan dia baik sangat most girls will get the wrong idea. and i am one of those clueless girl. sadly.

in my defend, he definitely flirted with me. i didn't make that one up. adakah kau cuma menganggap aku kawan biasa kalau hari-hari tanya aku sihat ke tak? walaupun ko nampak aku hari-hari? ko tak ada kerja lain kah? none of my normal male friend ever treat me like that. OMG I'M GIVING MYSELF EXCUSES. but I'm wiser now. and too tired to think about anything else beside work. anyway, aku tak condemn la Si Sepet ni. i think being nice is in his nature. bukan sebab dia playboy ke apa. but one of these days, when i have the chance to have a real conversation with him (which is gonna be rare), I'm gonna tell him why his male friend doesn't stick long with him. he ought to know, right?

so my Sepet crush is officially over.FINITO.

on a completely different story, petang tadi anak boss cakap aku makin gemuk. wth? baru la aritu aku terperasan pipi aku makin naik (after completely disregarding my carb diet). what an epiphany... damn those sugar!

judge me if you must, but i'm in trouble..

2011-03-19T21:31:00.002+08:00

kisahnya begini, masa aku mula-mula masuk kerja, ada lah sedikit expectation yang aku akan bertemu jodoh di sini. ye lah, i didn't meet my 'one & only' masa belajar dulu kan. bajet masa kerja boleh cari la *laughing at myself*. tapi bila aku usha-usha, hampeh. there's not that many MALAY guys around. Banyaknya Chinese (pasal the owner is Chinese). yang Melayu tu pun, pakcik-pakcik. so no, takde harapan la nak cari pakwe ke ape. I'm doomed :-((

there's this Chinese guy that i thought pretty cute. but i poked around & found out that he has a gf (and a mysterious past relationship/friendship with a Malay colleague). so i let go. wah kenot play with fire la. dangerous!

it's been a few months now. and my life has been pretty normal. recently, just recently, he (that Chinese guy) started to came by my office more often. yes, memang dia datang sebab dia ada urusan dengan supervisor aku. but sambil tu, sikit-sikit he started to flirt with me. it started small but now it's escalating. dia macam bergurau tau but gurauan dia memang semacam. tak tau la sebab dia bukan melayu ke jadi gurauan dia macam janggal. i mean, orang lain pun selalu jugak bergurau dengan aku, Chinese jugak, but not like him. aku memang layan tak layan la (selalunya buat donno je) but still, he didn't stop. makin menjadi-jadi ada la!

so one day he asked for my number. yang sebenarnya aku memang tak nak bagi. tapi bila dia cakap, nak kawan-kawan saja & work related, i fell for it. takkan tak nak bagi kut nanti dia ingat kita perasan dia nak mengurat kita. and my work did involve him. he started texting & believe me, it's not about work. memula tu macam harmless la jugak so aku layan la. i am a pretty lonely soul after all *haha*. almaklumla kawan-kawan jauh. kawan-kawan baru mostly older @ younger. but he's about my age & i kinda miss having friend around my age. plus, he did has a reputation as a nice guy. there's no reason to doubt him, isn't it?

but when he started to talk about falling in love, i have reason to doubt him now, haven't i? kalau dia cakap he's fallen in love with me takpe jugak kan. but he's hinting that I AM THE ONE who's fallen in love with him. apekah? permainan apekah ini? sedangkan yang keep texting me, calling me, talking to me, is him. kenapa jadi terbalik pulak?

him : dpt rasakan u sdh jatuh cinta pd i. haha~

aku : perasan :-P i x senang jatuh cinta la. plus i x kacau bf orang. i orang baik tau...

him : tahu~ mungkin u sdh jatuh cinta pd i u sendiri pun tak tahu :-P

aku : .........*mati akal*

ok tolak semua tu ke tepi. to be honest, i do like him. like A LOT. because i've liked him before semua perkara aneh ini berlaku. and kalau la aku tak mengingatkan diri sendiri yang dia dah ada awek, i would totally, definitely fall for him. but all I'm doing now, all i can do, is dodging him wherever i go. and pretending not to see him, which I'm an expert ;-) but he's always there. Always. watching me, provoking me at every chance. I'm seriously going crazy over here.

the thing is, aku rasa benda ni berpunca dari aku tau. one day aku ada hantar satu document ni pada dia. he was sitting and aku berdiri depan meja dia. lepas dia sign document tu, he looked at me and smiled. i was a little stunned because i thought he was so cute. and then i smiled back. tapi senyuman aku tu was more like a smile of embarrassment (i almost laugh actually). at that moment, i was like an open book. he could totally read me.

well, I BET HE DID...

flirting with him is fun. tapi ada la jugak yang tak bestnya. sebab it is odd (if not uncomfortable) working with someone you see...err... romantically. lagi satu, he lacked in communication. with Mr.J (my previous crush), the conversation we had was more witty, enjoyable (for me, at least). tapi dengan dia ni, i need to be careful with my words sebab he doesn't really understand Malay that much. or English. so aku kena buat ayat yang sepadan dengan peguasaan Bahasa dia. bukankah itu kurang menyeronokkan?

and so i'm troubled. as i tweeted...

sebagai peng-akhiran....

yes i'm in troubled.. but I'm gonna enjoy this trouble till it last (^_^)

random

2011-03-08T19:18:00.001+08:00

ketahuilah bahawa benda yang kau nak sangat are mostly the ones that you can't have.

nafsu je semua tu.

macam aku kadang-kadang nak sangat makan KFC, boleh siap terbayang-bayang lagi. meleleh air liur. tapi bila ada kat depan kuit-kuit sikit je dah cukup. dah jemu...

sekarang ada rasa nak makan McD la. ada tak sesiapa yang nak belanja?

Funny Dream

2011-02-13T10:27:00.002+08:00

semalam aku berjaya khatam Secret Garden setelah 2 minggu. it was great although aku mengaku aku forward some scenes gara-gara nak habiskan cepat. aku still tak berapa minat Hyun Bin tapi akhirnya aku faham kenapa.

it's his hair. i don't know why but i hate it.

and Ha Ji Won is the prettiest when she's angry. haha...

at the last episode, Oska ada mention 2PM and Beast. kalau tak silap, on earlier episode UEE was mentioned by someone. i like that. macam free publicity for the artists. and as a result, aku boleh termimpi 2PM malam tadi. you should know that i'm a huge fan, right? aku mimpi diorang buat concert & i was there with Isti & MummyMimie (why those two? i had no idea). the best part was, they invited me to stage. they were singing for me on stage. wah!!!

what funny was that, they were 2PM but they weren't. i mean, MUKA LAIN dowh. like lain sangat-sangat. and the only name i remember was Chansung. and the only face that's right was Nickchun.

Chansung, Junho, Wooyoung, Junsu, Nichkhun, Taecyeon

it's a ridiculous dream, i know. but it was fun while it lasted. sebab aku bangun dengan rasa happy & kelakar. bolehla...dalam mimpi pun jadilah. walaupun muka ntah muka sape-sape, at least they sang for me.

mimpi pun mimpi la....

SEKALI AIR BAH, SEKALI PANTAI BERUBAH

2011-02-12T10:24:00.001+08:00

peribahasa yang takde kena mengena..

because i took hundreds of pictures, it's gonna take times to separate them all (for you to see). and because i'm not very motivated to finish it in one go, here's 2/3 of the picture. i'm gonna put the other 1/3, the AFTER picture when i...err..feel like it? no promise.it's a little too much (picture) to put in one post anyway.

here's the BEFORE and DURING pictures. click to enlarge.

because you pissed me off (on this lovely sunday)

2011-01-30T12:13:00.000+08:00

i'm 29 and i'm not married. SO WHAT??

orang lain kawen awal, dah beranak-pinak ke, apa aku kesah? just because I've passed my 'prime' doesn't mean i HAVE to get married.

hey aku tak kuasa la nak menggedik-gedik dengan jantan. apa kau ingat cucu kau ni tak laku ke? ko nak suruh aku cerita berapa banyak orang mintak nombor telefon aku? berapa banyak orang nak berkenalan? berapa banyak pakcik-pakcik nak jodohkan aku dengan anak/sedara diorang? aku ni, kalau kena layan setiap permintaan diorang memang tak cukup tangan tau tak?

please la, kawen tak kawen itu pilihan aku. dengan siapa aku nak kawen, itu pilihan aku jugak. you are not even my parents, kenapa you pulak yang lebih-lebih?

betul kawen awal tu baik. aku tak kata pon ko salah. tapi ko jangan la buat aku feel bad with myself, as if kalau aku tak kawen sekarang nobody will want to marry me. siapa yang tak nak kawen & ada keluarga sendiri kan? aku nak jugak. i'm a normal human being after all. but I've accepted the fact that maybe now is not my time. and for now aku tak payah la nak pening-pening kepala or susah hati pasal jodoh. walaupun aku semakin tuaaaa. ye la, manala ada orang makin muda kan? except Benjamin Button.

fuhh...sorry if i sounded arrogant up there. fans, i have. but not THAT many. and permintaan nak berkenalan ke, nak no. telefon ke, nak kenalkan/jodohkan dengan orang ke, semuanya aku tolak [well, technically i brushed it off with a smile. or mostly i just play dumb]. sebab apa? sebab aku nak cari someone yang aku boleh hormat. not someone yang pantang nampak perempuan dahi licin je nak usha. pantang orang layan dia baik sikit je nak masuk line. paling-paling penting, that somebody haruslah seseorang yang betul-betul kenal aku, good side & bad side. bukan baru kenal 7 hari dah jatuh cinta. bukan someone yang nama betul aku pon dia tak tau *geleng-geleng kepala*

oh my...aku nak lepaskan rage je tadi. dah melalut ke lain. biasa aku sabar, tapi gunung api pon meletup apa. as a warning, you better not push my button. i have enough people pushing my limit.

p/s: techically i'm not 29. yet.

Favourite

2011-01-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

Sekarang kan....sekarang kan....SEKARANG KAN..........aku tengah gile dengan lagu ni. chekidaut bebeh..

That Man, man version

That Woman, woman version

tau sapa penyanyi untuk That Man versi lelaki tu? it's Hyun Bin man, HYUN BIN! kalau ko layan My Lovely Sam-Soon mesti ko tau punyalah.

ha samalah...aku pun tak tau dia boleh menyanyi...

ok, both of the songs are the OST of Secret Garden, drama korean yang tengah famous sekarang ini (and baru je abis airing kat korea sana). sebelum keluar, masa aku baca dia punya casts memang aku dah teringin nak tengok. because Ha Ji Won is the lead actress, man. and i was like, her loyal fan. tapi tengok hero, alamak Hyun Bin pulak. i mean, i like him but not so much. so i stalled sampai la dah abis airing and then i heard these songs. walamak terus jatuh cinta beb!

and now i've already downloaded 5 episodes. but i haven't watch it. Yet. sadly my sleeping times is fixed nowadays. so i cannot watch it on on weekdays. kena tunggu weekend. but i think i'm gonna wait sampai Chinese New Year punya Holiday. boleh terus tengok 20-straight-episode. YAY!!

berkenaan lagu di atas, melodi dia sama, but lyrics dia ada sedikit perbezaan antara man version & woman version. macam saling menjawab. sort of like Tenda Biru, lagu Dessy Ratnasari tu.. The male version of that song is Ditunangkan nyanyian oleh Anjasmara.

on a different story altogether, nenek aku buat donat guna RACUN LIPAS. not MAURIPAN.do you have any idea how dangerous is that? oh man....*geleng geleng kepala*

14 JANUARY 2011

2011-01-14T19:42:00.000+08:00

14 JANUARY 2011

malas malas malas....memang sekarang aku agak malas nak meng-update blog. unless there's something yang really, really catches my attention, like my last two entry. i would prefer tweeting @ jghfjsgfjfg.....----=090-9t0908y0gvmgjhhdkhj. waittttt........ this is my cat blocking me from view. apparently he's hungry. yeah, my cat is 'subtle' like that.

ok can sambung now.

paling busuk pun sekarang aku akan update status on FB. but it's not the same as blogging, no? and i would prefer someone anonymous reading my heart content than someone i know. and that's why on FB i tend to steer away from personal matters. well.....if i can remember. haha...

just now, i was looking for my cat, the one who choked on something, but couldn't find him anywhere. sudah baikkah? semalam aku cuba jugak ni, but i couldn't see anything down his throat. aku mati akal jugak. taking him to the vet is not an option. sebab jauh and there's no one to take him. i'm gonna stay positive now. maybe he's well and resting somewhere warm, because it's raining.

(----------10 minute pause. searching for the cat once again-------------)

found him! how come he's locked in the store? anyway, he seems find to me. better than yesterday. but he still refuses to eat. he wants to eat, but he doesn't want to eat the food i gave him. maknanya aku kena bagi makan sedap-sedap la untuk dia baru dia nak makan. pernah sekali kucing aku sakit (not this one), she just laying around & refusing to eat. so i followed the advice on the net that i should give the cat eat the food that she likes. just so she eats. aku pun bagi la dia udang yg aku rebus & buang kulitnya terlebih dahulu. dia makanla jugak walaupun sikit. and i provided fresh water for her all the time. she gets better after a while. syukur....

just hoping it'll be the same for this cat.

nampaknya masa mencemburui aku. today's entry is about my cat. padahal originally aku nak cerita pasal hal lain. haha...whateverla...

MBLAQ - Cry

2011-01-09T10:53:00.002+08:00

Things i like

- the song is so Rain. and i love Rain. MBLAQ was discovered by Rain so it wasn't a surprise.

- GO's voice. i like!! i used to like Joon so much that i don't really care about the other member. but GO is pretty amazing....(joon is still my favaourite though. thehe..)

- Thunder looking less like a girl.

Things i hate

- the more or less same backdrop. nothing new to see. except for the water/rain scene.

- but....I've seen the water scene on Glee when they sang Umbrella. so it gets kinda old..

- joon's outfit. the black-chocolate one. what's with the sleeve? hate it.

info : Joon is the one who played younger Rain (Raizo) in Ninja Assassin.

UPDATE!

this one just scream LOVE!!!!

alat muzik

2011-01-06T19:22:00.001+08:00

"Z ada main alat muzik? tanya Abang R pada Z, seorang budak praktikal.

"Hmm....takde. Eh ada....," jawab Z teragak-agak.

"ha ko main apa?? tanya Abang R lagi. sedikit excited.

"KOMPANG"

serentak itu semua orang meledak ketawa. especially aku. and I'm still laughing now...

Perception

2010-12-19T19:17:00.000+08:00

how do you see me?

kadang-kadang aku malas nak bother cakap-cakap orang pasal aku. but sometimes i wonder, too. because aku memang ada opinion about a lot of people (said and unsaid. depending on my mood but mostly i kept it to myself).

i mean, don't you?

A tu baik but sometimes she's too strict. and garang.

B always think he's better than anyone. well he's not.

C thinks he's being diplomatic. but i think he's weak.

D is the best friend everyone could ever hope for.

E is pretty when she smiles. tapi selalu muka masam je, why?

F ni sombong. and suka duduk toilet lama-lama.

etc etc

and when you have this much 'opinion' , tidakkah orang lain ada 'opinion' semacam itu jugak terhadap kau?

apa yang aku buat sekarang ialah cuba untuk tidak bercakap perkara yang tidak baik pasal orang. cakap yang baik-baik saja sudahlah. sebab if you offended someone, you cannot marah-marah la when they offended you in return. karma is a bitch, man. that's what i keep telling myself bila je mulut aku gatal nak mengutuk orang. haha..

remember, cakap yang baik-baik sahaja...

p/s: someone said i was exclusive back in the days. meaning, aku cuma bergaul dengan orang-orang tertentu. in reality, it's not like that at all. I'm all awkward bila berdepan dengan orang yang aku tak kenal or rapat. i can barely talk. and that my friend, is the truth...

The Little Ones

2010-11-26T18:14:00.000+08:00

Cuti Hari Raya Aidiladha yang blissful. sampai rasa nak meng-upload dekat blog yang dah lama tak diisikan dengan gambar. I've more pic to share tapi nantilah...some other time. hari ni masih malas. hehe...

Demam 2PM

2010-10-16T19:06:00.001+08:00

ituhari aku bangun tidur aku rasa badan aku lenguh-lenguh. tekak pun rasa perit semacam. boleh tetiba aku terfikir aku kena buatan orang. kisahnya aku & rakan-rakan ada bersembang perihal santau-menyantau ni hari sebelumnya. mana la tau kan?

tapi takde lah. aku perasan je tuh. padahal aku tu ada ura-ura nak demam. tapi sebab aku gagah (Alhamdulillah) aku kena demam sipi-sipi aje. tempias je gitu. sakit tekak for a few days + selsema sikit. takde hal punya. paracetamol pun 2 biji je aku makan masa hari pertama. bila badan tak rasa seram sejuk aku anggap dah baik la tu.

tapiiii....lepas baik demam tu aku terjangkit demam lain plak. Demam 2PM. amik kau, siang malam aku asyik melayan lagu ni je.

let's chekidaut...

Fuyoohh.... shuffle tu!! nampak macam senang tapi percayalah, aku try dah banyak kali sampai sekarang tak jadi. hahaha. tapi aku suka lagu ni sebab utamanya ialah pasal suara-nya. how come they sounded sooo good, eh? eventhough i like their other songs, yang sebelum-sebelum ni punya, this is the first time i came to appreciate their voices.

looking forward to their new track!!

p/s : tak...aku tak demam pukul 2 petang....

THE news

2010-09-19T12:41:00.000+08:00

semalam aku kata EVENTFUL kan? so this is what happened....

semalam macam hari-hari sabtu yang lain. aku pakai my usual attire aku untuk hari sabtu (apparently I've been wearing the same thing on Saturdays. macam uniform ko..haha..) my female senpai (who is pretty much a chatterbox btw) cuti so the office macam very the quite you know. like, the silent is defeaning wtf. haha. the other 2 male senpais aku tengok memang macam bz abis so i opted out to duduk diam-diam and buat-buat sibuk so not to disturb them. yeah, eventhough aku memang takde keje langsung. gege..

so it started after lunch break. tengah-tengah senyap-senyap ni tetiba dengar orang jerit-jerit. memula ingatkan ada bangla gaduh ke apa.bila jenguk from the office window (our office is transparent btw) nampak api menjulang-julang kat belakang.WHOAA!! aku fikir 'eh macam jauh. tak effect kat office kitorang kut,' so aku rileks je la. tapi abang-abang tu plak macam 'WEH LARI WEH!!' sambil buat muka cuak. yang sorang tu dah siap capai barang apa semua, yang sorang lagi tu macam aku la, terkial-kial nak off pc & everything. aku pun capai la beg & sweater aku and jalan keluar. tapi ada sedikit kemusykilan bila aku tengok office sebelah masih relax buat keje like nothing happened.

dalam blur-blur ni aku jalan je la ikut bangla-bangla yang sibuk lari-lari tu. serious aku blur. it was like SURREAL you know. dah la aku kesorangan. and then masa kat surau tengahari tu baru je dengar cerita pasal sorang bangla dari kilang sebelah yang kena sambar api and terbakar separuh badan. tetiba je kat sini pulak terbakar. suratan atau kebetulan?

but i have to admit, masa aku tengok api menjulang tu aku boleh terbayangkan ada somebody yang terbakar satu badan & tengah terguling-guling kat situ. wah wah wah bukan main lagi imaginasi kau ye cik...

lepas keluar pagar tu (dalam gambar tu pon ko nampak pagar kan..) aku lepak la dengan mangsa-mangsa yang lain. chewahh...magsa la kononn.. tapi akak sorang tu memang betul mangsa pasal yang terbakar tu memang tempat yang dia jaga. tapi dia memang pantas menyelamatkan diri. syukurlah... ada sorang kakak ni plak dah merembes-rembes air mata pasal harta-harta dia semua dia tak sempat nak capai. again, syukurlah ada bangla yang baik hati nak pergi selamatkan harta dia. tapi yang lawak tu, baru la tengahari tu dia kutuk-kutuk bangla pasal baru pandai sikit dah nak tunjuk terer. and how diorang tak berapa nak respek perempuan pasal memang macam tu adatnya kat negara diorang. tengok-tengok yang dia kutuk-kutuk tu la yang willing to help her in this dire situation.

huh, the irony..

i must be excited ke ape...my legs was shaking tau. gigil. macam sayu pun ada jugak bila tengok orang lain mata merah-merah.

tapiikann, kalau aku jadi akak ni mesti aku boleh trauma. dia pergi toilet, takde siapa tau dia kat toilet, so takde siapa cari dia. bila dia keluar-keluar toilet je tengok dah gelap, orang dah takde, asap dah berkepul-kepul. keluar main office, tak pasal-pasal kena marah pulak pasal tak lari. imagine how shocked she was..sampai kat kitorang (aku memang cari dia pun mula-mula tu tapi tak jumpa so aku assume dia dah keluar awal2) dia dah nak menangis. jadi tersedih aku sekejap. iyalah, macam takde siapa kisah pasal dia pulak. sebenarnya orang kisah tapi tu lah tengah panik-panik tu kadang-kadang banyak benda yang kita terlupa. yang penting nyawa sendiri dulu kita selamatkan. ye tak? I'm not saying it's not selfish. but it's human instinct. sudah fitrah...

anyway, the aftermath takdela as severe as i thought it would be. satu department memang hangus terbakar. the other department, walaupun tak di-effect oleh api, di-effect-kan oleh air pulak (from the sprinkler & bomba). so macam ada banyak kerugian jugaklah di situ. my office & office sebelah yang takde kena-mengena tu pon boleh jadi banjir from all the water. pulak?

they told me, tahun 2004 pernah jugak ada kebakaran disebabkan petir. and tahun ni pun beberapa kebakaran jugak. tapi tak pernah seteruk ini. hmm, SEBAB DULU AKU TAKDE. haha...

will we operate macam biasa? kena tunggu Isnin la to find out...

sekian sahaja berita dari saya. bye bye (^_^)

quick interval

2010-08-22T09:35:00.001+08:00

I've been meaning to write a longer post, but i sangat malas. but since today aku telah mendapat satu jawapan yang laaaamaaa sudah aku cari, i would like to share it with you.

masih ingatkah aku pernah bertanya if there's anyone yang tau tajuk one japanese movie yang aku tengok waktu kecik-kecik dulu di sini? so i did some digging today, and i'm confident yang the name of the movie is......

LOVE LETTER

it's a 1995 movie & apparently, a box office hit. i don't remember much about the movie kecuali pasal nama tu but i think it's the same movie. i mean, what is the odd that there's a different movie with the same plot? plus, the year the movie came out fitted the time as well. in 1995, i would be 13. masih budak kan?

I'm thinking of downloading the movie & watch it again tapi tengoklah dulu. sekarang masih malas.

that's all for now. selamat berpuasa everybody.

2010-07-17T18:24:00.000+08:00

perkara lebih sedih daripada ditinggalkan ialah apabila ditinggalkan tanpa sempat mengucap selamat tinggal.

hari ni, bila aku tiada di rumah, kucing aku kena buang.

Ya Allah.... tak tergambar rasanya perasaan aku sekarang ni....

rasa nak mencarut, but i'm more shock than angry.

more sad than angry.

more devastated than anything.

.......

...

p/s: to the person who threw away my cats, PUAS HATI KAU??? help me god coz i so wanna punch/kick/strangle her right now..

my favourite kitten is dying

2010-07-03T18:03:00.000+08:00

and I'm trying to cope by feigning ignorance.

but my heart is dying....

*tears*

Park Yong Ha bunuh diri???

2010-06-30T18:18:00.000+08:00

shocking la weh!

the most shocking part was that he hang himself with his mobile phone charger cable.

i mean, how original was that?

ok jangan cakap kau tak kenal pulak. kalau kau layan Winter Sonata, Park Yong Ha adalah the second hero, yu-jin punya childhood bestfren yang syok kat dia jugak tu.

hmm, why suicide?

Infinite - Come Back Again (Dance Version)

2010-06-28T18:35:00.001+08:00

the one I've been waiting for. Yay!!

btw, Super Junior’s 4th repackaged album was officially released yesterday. can't wait for the MV!

june's favorites

2010-06-27T14:15:00.001+08:00

1) Infinite - Come Back Again

cheezy MV. BUT

sizzling live performance. love!!

2) Prosecutor Princess

Kim So Yeon in comedy? weird but entertaining nevertheless.

3) D-NA - Stumble Stumble. Shitty MV. but the song is catchy.

and their live performance is better.

4) SS501 - A Song Calling For You MV.

Strangely enough, i didn't drool over Kim Hyun Joong (the bartender 0.21. for those who didn't know) in Boys Over Flower (that's because KIM BUM blinded my eyes. haha) but i find him adorable here. The hair & the hat (and the earing) maybe?

5) kerepek sukun. because it's good to munch when I'm sleepy.

6) Greek (like i Tweeted before). mad love.

what else? hmm....

last one before i forget,

plain white t's - friends don't let friends dial drunk

because i heard it in Greek.

(though I've heard it looongg before and didn't really think much of it)

RAGE

2010-06-25T20:54:00.001+08:00

perangai aku ialah no matter what you say about other people, aku tak akan amik pusing as long as aku tak rasa sendiri. first hand. i mean, everybody has a bad day. so kalau kebetulan kau terkena time orang tu angin tak baik ke apa, tak bermaksud dia tu memang jahat, teruk or whatsoever. cuma kau berada di tempat yang salah di waktu yang salah.

just because kau tak suka orang tu, doesn't mean aku pun kena tak suka jugak. aku akan layan dia macam biasa. so long as orang tu tak buat taik dengan aku la kan..

but today, aku naik hangin btol dengan sorang superior aku ni. i always heard some bad things about. like, dia ni suka menjerit (suka marah-marah i mean) & pengotor (they told me NOT to enter the toilet after her sebab dia ni macam spesies tak cebok lepas membuang), and aku without them telling me that pun aku rasa dia memang agak 'cold' orangnya. spesies yang layan orang besar-besar je. tapi ye la aku masih boleh tolerate lagi sebab selagi aku tak kena kan.. but today....today i was so angry sampai menggigil rasa satu badan. boleh aku hantar form kat dia & lepas dia sign tu (dh la sign kt tempat yg tak sepatutnya sambil mendengus kecil as if macam nak sign tu susah sangat macam nak daki gunung everest) dia boleh toss je form tu just like that. so freaking disrespectful. macam la dia tak boleh handed in the form balik pada aku secara baik. it wasn't the first time but today memang aku terasa sangat. sebab dia campak form tu lebih jauh dari biasa. and sebab dia buat muka.

celaka punya orang..

haiihhh...

ok. this rage ends today. tomorrow and next and the next day aku dah tak mahu fikir banyak-banyak. tension-tension pun tak guna ye tak? sebabnya aku bukan boleh mengelak untuk jumpa dia pun.

takpe, hari ni hari kau...

maybe it's Justin Bieber. OR maybe it's Usher.

2010-06-20T17:57:00.000+08:00

what i can say is, Justin is lucky he signed up with usher rather than Justin (Timberlake).

or am i wrong?

hai mummy adam, tak sudi ke nak add i kat blog you?

2010-06-18T20:10:00.001+08:00

ceh padahal aku baca blog dia senyap-senyap je. haha..

random

2010-06-06T11:21:00.000+08:00

1) bila perasaan berluap-luap mahu bershopping tapi bila melihat akaun tidak berisi, oh kecewa bangat...

2) kalau kau ada perasaan untuk melihat kemalangan (aku lah tu) baik kau upakan je la. sebab it won't be pretty. take me la for example, everyday to work aku akan berangan what if there's an accident on my way to work? now that would be interesting, i thought. yeah right until this one ah soh kena langgar dengar dengan motor depan mata aku. it was a minor accident, thankfully, sebab moto tu tak laju pun. and ah so tu cuma luka sikit dekat siku. and the next day baru dia rasa kaki dia sakit. but it's enough la to make me re-think akan angan-angan aku tu. it could be me you know. or someone i care about.

3) akibat terpijak minyak, aku tergelincir depan office orang. that was, my friend, pengalaman paling memalukan dalam beberapa tahun kebelakangan ni. masa aku tergelincir, on stage, depan perhimpunan sekolah dulu pun aku tak rasa malu macam ni. haha...

4) minggu depan aku akan dengan rela hati pergi majlis kahwin anak makcik sekampung aku. because she invited me personally i'll feel bad kalau tak pergi. and because her house tak jauh pun. AND because my parents are going.

i rest my case.

5) aku rasa 'kelakar' bila kau kutuk fizikal seseorang bila kau pun bukan sesempurna mana pun.

note to self: sebelum mengata / make fun of other people, sila cermin diri sendiri dulu.

kucing (2)

2010-05-31T18:56:00.000+08:00

remember the three kittens i've told you about? yang jiran aku buang and kitorang kutip & bela?

tiga-tiga dah mati.

not on the same day la but the last one died this morning...

sakit, i guessed. mata sakit & hidung sumbat. they're practically blind. kelaparan pun ye jugak kut. aku rasa diorang takde tenaga nak berebut susu dengan another 3 kittens yang physically lebih besar & kuat dari diorang. they were fine at first. segar je. tapi orang kata dah ajal dia. redha je la...

aku tak sedih pun. i mean, i never really have the time to bond with them. in fact, i'm (kinda) glad they died sebab aku tak sampai hati tengok dia sakit-sakit macam tu. macam jahat je kan....but that's the truth.

the other 3 kittens (yang obviously aku sayang lebih) macam dah ada sign nak sakit mata. waduh harap-harapnye tak serius la. penasaran gue!!

newest from Big Bang

2010-05-23T21:05:00.000+08:00

just heard/watched it. not crazy about the song but boy, GD looks good here. somehow he managed to look different in every MV. aku suka semuanya. walaupun some people said that dia nampak girlish dalam haru-haru. aku suka. i think he's adorable. and he's very into the character. so yeah, i like him.

and for the record, he composed most of Big Bang's hit songs. so yeah, i have an absolute respect for him.

eh apsal video ni besar sangat?

kucing

2010-05-23T09:00:00.000+08:00

1) my cat tangkap a bird/ayam (macam burung tapi macam rupa anak ayam pun ada jugak) this morning and gave it to her kittens to play/to eat. have i realized that the poor bird was still alive, awal-awal aku dah selamatkan.but bila aku amik burung tu dia dah nyawa-nyawa ikan. i can still feel the warmness of the body on my hand.

damn, aku rasa macam pembunuh..

2) one day aku asyik dengar bunyi anak kucing dekat rumah jiran aku. aku ni kalau dengar bunyi anak kucing je mesti tercari-cari & lepas tu je macam gelisah je bila tak jumpa. jiran aku ni tak bela kucing tapi memang ada stray cats yang duduk menumpang rumah diorang. so aku cari la mana datang bunyi tu tapi since belakang rumah dia berpagar aku jenguk-jenguk macam tu je la. kucing tu sepanjang hari berbunyi. looking for the mother agaknya. balik kerje my sis said yang dia letak anak-anak kucing tu pada kucing aku yang baru beberapa minggu beranak. boleh tak tuan rumah tu (kurang ajar) letak anak-anak kucing tu dekat luar, dekat sebelah rumah aku and tinggalkan macam tu aja. mentang-mentanglah dia tau kitorang memang kaki sayangkan kucing. irresponsible betol! adik aku tu kesian punya pasal dia amik la selamatkan. nasib baik kucing aku boleh terima. tapi kesian kucing aku dari anak 3 ekor kena amik anak angkat lagi 3 ekor. dah 6 ekor. sampai kurus jadinya. and yeah, ini bukan kali pertama jiran aku tu buat macam tu. last time 3 ekor jugak. tapi tiga-tiga mati sebab how do you expect them to live without their mother? yang sakit hatinya aku ni ha...bila mati aku jugak yang melalak.

anyway, macam shiall je orang yang amik kesempatan atas kelemahan orang lain ni. even if we're related by blood. pfftt..

dirty

2010-05-14T18:53:00.001+08:00

LOL.

Ini entry ada unsur-unsur 18SX. jangan cakap aku tak warning...

dulukan, aku tak rasa kelakar when someone's making joke such as the one kat atas tu. ala, lawak-lawak berwarna kuning dan yang sewaktu dengannya. ada sorang schoolmate lelaki dulu, aku sangat-sangat annoyed bila dia mencarut guna perkataan 'pepek' (sorry aku tak tapis). kuat pulak tu. he was practically shouting. i was like, shilako la mamat ni takde perkataan lain ke ko nak guna hah??. tapi dalam hati je la kang tak pasal-pasal aku plak yang kene terajang. haha.

tapikan sekarang ni boleh dikatakan aku dengar perkataan 'tetek' and 'lubang' and 'kote' on daily basis. and aku tak rasa ianya insulting pun. it's just jokes shared between manusia-manusia yang dah berkahwin. aku pulak cuma seekor makhluk asing yang ikut gelak walaupun aku rasa benda tu takde la lawak sangat. apa orang kata... masuk ladang kambing kita mengembek...go with the flow!

tapi awas, aku cuma rasa macam tu sebab diorang dah kawen & it's like normal to them. tapi kau, kau, kau yang bujang-bujang ni jangan terlebih mesra pulak nak berlawak-lawak macam tu dengan aku.

tapi yang perempuan tak pe....

p/s: but still, geli la panggil payudara as tetek. call it breast la macam mulia sikit...

award award!

2010-05-09T10:58:00.000+08:00

sementara aku teringat ni baikla aku buat. haha...Interesting Blogger award ni diberikan oleh puan Salwa yang menulis di blog Just A Tiny Worker Bee.

she's an old friend of mine yang udah bertahun tidak kutemu. also a proud mother of Faheem (how old is he again?). so here it goes....

1)Thank & link the person that gave you the award.
wawa, thank you thank you thank you thank you very-very much. aku nak taip 1000 X tapi tak larat plak rasanya. hehe..

2) Pass this award to 15 bloggers you've recently discovered.
imma skip this step. most of the blogger i knew of dah kena tag pun. maklumla my circle of friends kat sini bukannya besar sangat...

3) Contact said Blogs and let them know they've won the award.
imma have to skip this also.

4) State seven things about yourself.

1- an otaku.
2- bau nescafe 3-in-1 Mild yang packaging kaler coklet tu boleh buat aku terbangun dari tido. sedap btol bau dia!
3- tak berapa mempunyai kesukaan untuk membeli baju atau kasut baru. samaada cerewet or kedekut. haha..
4- dah lama tak memancing.
5- tak berapa suka manggis dan betik. kesukaan aku ialah tembikai susu.
6- aku rasa ~~edward~~ robert pattinson tak hensem and selekeh. bella pulak laaaagii la aku menyampah.
7- aku takut petir dan hujan lebat. rasa nak sembunyi bawah katil. tapi aku sendiri pun tidur tak berkatil so how?

as of now

2010-05-09T09:11:00.000+08:00

I'm at my lowest low but I'm slowly climbing my way up. slowly but surely. taking one small step at a time. picking up myself bit by bit along the way.

trying to make it whole.

trying to re-discover myself.

how many stairs does a great wall of china has?

think i can climb this one?

trying to grow up. like REALLY grow up.

making my parents to stop worrying about me is a good start, don't ya think?

anyway, i hope i can make it to the top someday. it's not gonna be an easy journey, i know. especially for someone like me who had spent years of her life being ~~worthless~~ insignificant & playing around. but this is a wall that i have to climb. and i will climb it even if my lazy ass refuse to.

I'll spank myself if worse come to worst (^_-)

I WILL MAKE THE DIFFERENCE
ok this is just me being optimistic haha..

your source of information. or not?

2010-05-05T18:15:00.000+08:00

selain Dramawiki & wikipedia, ada juga Encyclopedia Dramatica.

which is more or less like a 'scary movie' version of Wikipedia.

hell what can i say?

Hilarious!

haru-haru (day by day), memang yang terbaik dari Big Bang.

2010-04-27T13:24:00.005+08:00

you know what, i've watched/listened to this video/song for a thousand times but still tak jemu-jemu lagi. watching it for the first few times, i cried. god i cried like crazy. padahal satu apa pun aku tak paham. hehe. and today aku tengok lagi sekali, and this time with the english translation.

kalau ikut MV, this girl (Min Young) broke-up dengan G-Dragon (that's the main actor) pasal dia ada penyakit and nak buat pembedahan. tak tau la penyakit or pembedahan apa but most likely she won't survive. so dia macam tak nak la G-Dragon sedih if anything bad happened. but G-Dragon ni plak salah paham & ingat the Min Young ada affair dengan TOP. so berperang la G-Dragon & TOP ni sampai bertumbuk-tumbuk segala. kawan-kawan diorang pon dah tak boleh apa dah .only on the day of the surgery baru G-Dragon tau perkara sebenar bila Taeyang call him and tell him everything. tapi malangnya bila dia sampai hospital je dah terlambat coz Min Young dah meninggal.

oh ye, ingat tak masa mula-mula start MV ni the girl ada bagi cincin kat TOP? and near the end ada dialog between GD & TOP (ini Haru-Haru punya MV version 2, so takde dalam ni. kalau nak tengok part ni kena tengok version 1, MV yang original).

so dalam part ni, TOP pulangkan balik cincin to kat GD and he said, "sorry for lying. Min Young really loved you a lot,". this is the part yang betul-betul buat aku sentap and terus bercucuran air mata. part yang member-member dia pujuk dia tuh pun aku rasa sayu gile. damn, terer betul si GD ni berlakun. memang believable...

nah aku letak MV yang original. baru aku perasan dalam MV version 2 jalan cerita-nya takde.

again, tengoklah MV original version, lagi tight dari yang ni. yang buat aku kagum ialah walaupun lirik dia takde kena mengena dengan bergaduh, tapi TOP & GD were singing & acting like they meant it. tapi bila tengok part yang tak jadi tu rasa kelakar la pulak..

ok kalau ikut the song, actually the girl mintak putus and this guy walau tak rela + sedih gila + devastated dia harap perempuan tu tetap happy dengan orang baru. and that he will be ok in time.

lebih kurang macam tu lah.

ok sekarang aku nak layan jiwang jap. bye-bye.

Berita Harian Online | 6 pelajar lelaki direman bantu siasatan kes rogol

2010-04-23T12:59:00.002+08:00

Berita Harian Online | 6 pelajar lelaki direman bantu siasatan kes rogol

OH MY GOD!

astaghfirullahalazim.....mengucap panjang aku bila baca berita ni semalam. budak 14 tahun dah pandai merogol. mendera somemore. and what's with the pencil? A PENCIL FOR GOD SAKE! try sticking it up your ass, you dumbshit. SAKIT BODOH! habis sepuluh, dua puluh tahun lagi kau nak jadi apa? KETUA SAMSENG? SERIAL RAPIST? BAPAK AYAM?

sedih. sedih aku bila mengenangkan nasib mangsa. dah la hamil. ntah apa la nasib dia lepas ni. entah apa la nasib anak dia lepas ni. umur baru 14 belas. tak sampai dua dekad. her life's destroyed now. siapa nak bertanggung jawab?

kalau ikut harian metro, mangsa adalah anak terbuang dan tinggal di rumah kebajikan. dah kena langgar lepas tu kau lenyek2 dia pulak. kurang ajar punya budak.

aku harap budak yang merogol dia, dengan kawan2 dia yang bersubahat tu dijatuhkan hukuman yang seberat-beratnya. kalau boleh sebat dia seratus kali. penjara seumur hidup. peduli apa kalau dia tu juvana. a crime is a crime. despite his age, kalau dia dah pandai merogol maknanya he can be treated as adult. he SHOULD be treated as one. barulah adil pada mangsa.

i can't imagine kalau family aku sendiri kena macam tu. or kalau aku seorang mak anak anak aku dirogol orang. maybe i'll be mad enough to kill the suspect with my own hand. MAYBE...

ohh jack, you're one hell of a funny guy..

2010-03-30T12:15:00.001+08:00

nampak je senang. tapi......

2010-03-23T18:59:00.001+08:00

aku percaya yang ramai orang serupa macam aku. kadang-kadang perasan macam terer sangat sampai semua benda kau percaya kau boleh buat. kau macam tu tak?

mesti ada kan sikit-sikit.....

masa jalan-jalan kat youtube tempoh hari aku saja-saja la layan video secara rambang. tanpa tujuan khusus and aku terjumpa la video pasal cara-cara menggunting rambut sendiri. this one girl ni kata dia macam frust nak gunting rambut kat kedai pasal the end product selalu tak menepati kehendak dia. so she cut her own hair. GILA COOL, i thought. and memang rambut dia cun pon.

ah jeles!!

selepas itu aku telah memasang angan-angan untuk memotong rambut aku sendiri. BY MY OWN HAND WHOA. cita-cita besar tu! dia boleh buat takkan aku tak boleh kut. sebagai preparation, aku siap beli gunting and klip rambut etc etc. punyalah bersungguh.

and so i cut my own hair. and it was a DISASTER. my haircut jadi choppy and tak balance between kanan and kiri. mana taknya, my left hand tak steady macam my right hand. aku baru sedar bila aku cuba memotong guna tangan kiri. haha. obviously it was a failure. but i didn't mind. i just have to ikat my rambut until dia panjang balik. ~~and to keep it a secret from anyone else~~. haha. lagipun the whole process macam seronok. it wasn't the first time i played around with my hair. tapi ini yang paling dashyat. and mendebarkan. and exciting. nanti nak cuba lagi sampai betul-betul menjadi.

OR NOT.

this one time masa sekolah, masa tu rambut aku pannnjanng sangat. and ada senior nak potongkan untuk aku. so i let her. ok lah menjadi juga dia potong. tapi ada sekali, masa ni aku tak ingat siapa yang tolong potongkan, we stopped halfway pasal ada hal apa ntah kat aspuri. and rambut tu terbiar macam tu sampailah cuti sekolah. aku memang la tak kesah sebab aku tak nampak pun how bad the hair was. kat belakang kan..balik rumah suruh my mom betulkan and she was suprised macam mana my hair boleh ended up macam tu. uikk, teruk sangat ke??

kesimpulannya, sometimes you just have to let the pros do their job. IT'S SAFER.

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

harajuku aku tau la. horojuku/horojuko?

2010-03-16T18:32:00.000+08:00

lawak plak aku rasa. masa dia write story tu dia tak cuba ke nak google dulu word tersebut?

mungkinkah typo?

ok mungkin.

aku merujuk pada artikel Variasi dekat berita minggu pasal Fiffy.

adik nak berfesyen ala-ala gadis jepun? baiklah. tapi jangan la 'kesal' pulak kalau ada yang menyindir. rambut adik tu je dah cukup buat orang berpaling. itu belum masuk bab pakaian lagi.

comel bukan tak comel. tapi inikan Malaysia. hehe..

btw, lagu kawaii tu tak kawaii langsung. sorry to say.

good luck anyway!

i can't believe they turn YAMATO NADESHIKO SHICHI HENGE into a drama

2010-03-14T09:24:00.003+08:00

dulu aku pernah tulis pasal YMSH (the anime) dekat sini. alih-alih dah dijadikan drama plak. cuma Kamenashi Kazuya je yang aku familiar. yang lain-lain pernah la jugak aku tengok menjadi watak tempelan di mana-mana.

Basically drama ni pasal 4 handsome guys yang ditugaskan untuk menukarkan seorang perempuan (yang spooky?) untuk menjadi lebih feminine/ladylike/womanly. and it's all for a free board-and-lodging.

aku tak tengok lagi drama tersebut. will it be different than the anime?

nah, i don't think so...

tak waras??

2010-03-11T18:15:00.002+08:00

Anak bekas setiausaha sulit Pak Lah tak waras
Oleh Ahmad Johari Mohd Ali

2010/03/11
PETALING JAYA: Mahkamah Majistret di sini semalam, memerintahkan anak bekas setiausaha sulit Tun Abdullah Ahmad Badawi yang dituduh mengugut untuk membunuh dan mencederakan bapanya ditempatkan di Hospital Bahagia, Ulu Kinta Perak.

Mahkamah membuat perintah itu mengikut Seksyen 348 Kanun Acara Jenayah (KAJ) selepas meneliti laporan perubatan tertuduh dan berpuas hati ketika kesalahan itu dilakukan, tertuduh Muhammad Ezra Rusli, 27, tidak waras.
Pendaftar Mahkamah Majistret, Latifah Ibrahim yang membacakan keputusan itu mendapati tertuduh melakukan kesalahan berkenaan, tetapi disebabkan tertuduh tidak waras mahkamah membebaskannya dan memerintahkan dia ditempatkan di Hospital Bahagia. Latifah yang membacakan keputusan di akhir kes pendakwaan berkata tempoh berapa lama tertuduh akan ditempatkan di pusat berkenaan akan ditentukan mengikut perkenan Sultan Selangor.

Perbicaraan kes berkenaan hanya berlangsung selama sehari dan pihak pendakwaan memanggil tiga saksi memberikan keterangan iaitu bapa tertuduh, Datuk Rusli Abdul Malik, 62, yang juga pengadu, pegawai polis yang membuat tangkapan dan pegawai penyiasat kes.

Pada 18 September tahun lalu, Muhammad Ezra mengaku tidak bersalah atas tuduhan menggugut untuk membunuh bapanya dengan menggunakan sepucuk pistol jenis Glock mengikut Seksyen 506 Kanun Keseksaan yang membawa hukuman maksimum penjara dua tahun atau denda atau kedua-duanya sekali jika sabit kesalahan.

Dia juga mengaku tidak bersalah bagi tuduhan kedua iaitu mencederakan bapanya mengikut Seksyen 323 Kanun Keseksaan yang membawa hukuman maksimum penjara setahun atau denda RM2,000 atau kedua-duanya sekali jika sabit kesalahan.
Kedua-dua kesalahan itu didakwa dilakukan di rumahnya beralamat di C2-07, D’Shire Villa, Jalan Camar 4/1, Seksyen 4, Kota Damansara di sini, di antara jam 3.30 petang dan jam 5 petang, 8 September 2009.

Pendakwaan dilakukan Timbalan Pendakwa Raya Choo Hueay Ting manakala tertuduh diwakili peguam S Selvi.

Sementara itu Muhammad Ezra yang juga seorang peniaga turut didakwa memiliki sebutir bom tangan jenis Grenad (M213) di rumahnya mengikut Seksyen 8 Akta Senjata Api (Penalti Lebih Berat) 1971 di Mahkamah Sesyen di sini.

LET JUST PRAY HE'LL BE OK IN TIME.

actifast yang tak fast

2010-02-26T13:28:00.002+08:00

aku sakit kepala semalam. mula-mula aku biarkan aja. kadang-kadang dia hilang sendiri. tapi makin aku biar makin berat pulak kepala aku jadi aku makanlah sebiji panadol actifast. selalu aku kalau sakit kepala memang akan ambil sebiji panadol and dalam 15 minit memang akan ok punya. so aku ingat kalau namanya pun dah fast mestilah kejap je boleh hilang sakit kepala aku tuh.

aku tak ambik dua biji sebab aku tak demam so just one is enough la kut.

tunggu punya tunggu sampai setengah jam tak berkurang jugak sakit kepala aku. so i took another one. still after setengah jam masih lagi sakit kepala aku tak berkurang.

aku masuk bilik and baring-baring. wah rasa mengantuk la plak. so aku tidur. ingat nak tidur kejap sekali je aku tidur for 10 hours straight. WHOA!!

last time aku tidur macam tu ialah selepas makan ubat selsema yang memang aku tau gerenti buat kau mengantuk.

orang kata panadol tu tak baik. so aku google la untuk home remedy if kau sakit kepala. inilah yang aku baca kat satu forum

As said by the doctor that whenever we have a headache, that's because it is due to the electron/Ion imbalance in the brain. As an alternative solution to cope with this matter, they suggested that we buy 1 or 2 cans of isotonic drink (eg.100PLUS), and mix it with drinking water according to a ratio of 1:1 or 1:2 (simply, it means one cup 100plus, one cup water.or 2 cups water).

and satu lagi

Another method will be to submerge your feet in a basin of warm water so that it bring the blood pressure down from your throbbing head.

SELAMAT MENCUBA!

my first time

2010-02-26T13:17:00.002+08:00

hari ini.

aku mandikan anak sedara aku, allya yang umur 2 tahun lebih tu.

UNTUK KALI KEDUA.

kemudian lepas mandi kenalah pakaikan baju, bedakkan, sikatkan rambut etc etc..

tapi sebelum tu kenalah pakaikan pampers dia dulu.

aku pelik. puas aku adjust-adjust pampers tu tapi kenapa macam tak muat/kelihatan pelik. dah 5 minit, allya dah mula resah. terpusing sana. terpusing sini.

kemudian kakak aku kata "terbalik la....,"

ooohhhh, PAMPERS TU TERBALIK RUPANYA. padanlah tak boleh tampal. HAHA..

inilah kisah pertama kali aku pakaikan pampers budak.

sekian terima kasih...

kenapa aku benci bawang putih bawang merah

2010-02-19T23:19:00.000+08:00

aku jenis begini, bila dah tertengok satu cerita, dah terfollow, walau tak sedap rasa sayang pulak nak tinggalkan. sebab tu la agaknya aku teruskan tengok cerita cerita indon yang banyak tak munasabah dari munasabahnya. yang berlambak-lambak kat kaca tv sekarang. contohnya cerita bawang merah bawang putih, yang aku tak tau apa rasionalnya sampai diulang tayang oleh TV3.

biar aku rephrase ayat aku, tak rasional bagi aku sebab aku rasa itu cerita budak-budak sekolah yang bodoh. rasional bagi TV3 sebab banyak makcik-makcik, nenek-nenek yang tastenya tak macam aku.

jadi apa sebenarnya bawang putih bawang merah?

bukan. bukan bawang putih & bawang merah yang kau buat masak tu. bawang putih bawang merah ialah kisah mengenai Alya (bawang putih) & Siska (bawang merah) & Rika Sumanto, ibunya si Siska merangkap ibu tiri Alya.

si heroin, si bawang putih, yang konon baik (tapi selain menipu dia juga berzina. SAY WHAT??), yang walaupun dilindungi puteri (kalau betul dia malaikat, she suck at it) & Ferdi & , masih lagi berupaya diseksa mental & fizikalnya oleh Siska & Rika. typical damsels in distress, perlu diselamatkan berulang-kali (boring) dan akhirnya apa?

MIMPI!

mimpi kau tau. memang buang masa. memang nak kene pancung sape yang bagi idea untuk cerita sampah macam ni. Grrr....

(nota untuk Nia Ramadani: boleh tak jangan berlakon jadi gadis manis yang innocent lagi baik hati? you are so much better being a bitch & that's a compliment)

WRITER'S NOTE: Ini pun satu entry yang aku drafted pada tahun 2008. masa tu bawang putih bawang merah tengah di-ulang tayang kat tv. sepengetahuan aku, untuk versi kat malaysia ni ending dia yang mimpi tu kena cut. meaning that the whole story bukan mimpi la. tapi kan, aku pun dah konpius samaada mimpi atau tak sebenarnya.

alien invasion?

2010-02-19T23:15:00.001+08:00

first we heard a sound. foot steps. like someone was moving outside the house. the foot steps sounded nearer and nearer. then we heard something mechanical being turned on and there was the noise. it gets louder and louder every seconds.

we looked at each other quizzically. partly scared.

I'm no psychic but i can certainly read what's on their mind at that exact moment. what's on their mind, what's on my mind, i know we're thinking about the same thing.

what was that?!

suddenly i remembered my cats. oh my god, they were outside! i must get them inside. i must save them!

my first reaction was to get out from the back door. but as i walked halfway to the door, white smokes enter the house from the lower door gap. i was stunned so i stepped back.

i couldn't get out. i couldn't save them. what should i do now?

we started panicking....

WRITER'S NOTE: wrote this one on 8th of August 2008. a true story btw. just experimenting with a new style of writing. HAHA. i never get to finish it (and then forgot about it).

whoa, i drafted this in 2008

2010-02-19T12:52:00.001+08:00

perkara-perkara yang menimbulkan tanda tanya/keserbasalahan/kemeluatan pada aku di laman web friendster.

1) bila seseorang mengaku cute/comel/cun walau sebenarnya dia tak. [note: dia serius mengaku. bukan dengan nada bergurau]

- banyak aku jumpa kat friendster. caption pada gambar beliau seperti 'comelnya dia (dia tu merujuk pada diri sendiri), shommelnye (err), cute kan aku?' dan sebagainya. pendek kata caption yang membuatkan orang tertarik (nak view). akan menimbulkan tanda tanya/kemeluatan/keserbasalahan orang sebab biasanya caption itu tidak memberi justice pada gambar tersebut. jangan menipu pembaca ok?

ataupun, next time, just leave the caption blank boleh kan dear?

oh well, maafkan dia. mungkin dia serius rasa dia comel. tapi yang aku peratikan awek indon memang comel. cuba tengok kat most popular member.

2) minah bertudung in real life tapi boleh pulak letak gambar free hair yang sexy (baju pun kalau boleh nak free jugak). captionnya mestilah berbunyi 'hmm...sexy" . tak contradict ke tu cik adik?

and NO, gambarnya tidak diswastakan.

3) letak gambar self-snap berpuluh keping tapi expression semua sama. cuma berlainan sisi dan baju. err WHY?

4) yang bercinta mesti nak tayang-tayang how much they're in love. maka akan banyaklah shoutout berbunyi 'i love you so much' 'i miss you so much' dan banyak juga lah mushy bulletin yang sebenarnya [NOTE: FAST FORWARD TO PRESENT TIME, I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER WHAT MY POINT WAS]

get a room already!

p/s: masa ni masih aktik ber-friendster. sekarang tidak lagi...haha...

current favourite ( title pun kena edit jugak? how lame..)

2010-02-17T18:15:00.010+08:00

i've changed my current fav section today, after leaving it 'bersawang' for quite some time. and since I'm bored (like i always do) & have nothing to blog as of late (writer's block maybe? yeah AS IF i'm a real writer haha) i'm gonna be lame and go through it one by one. so let's see...

1) The Vampire Diaries

- i believe I've told you before how much i like this TV show. and if i haven't (or if you missed it) here i go again. I LOVE THE VAMPIRE DIARIES!!! it's gotten interesting now that we knew *SPOILER ALERT!* Katherine was never trapped in the church . so where has she been all these years?

i've wiki-ed for the book version of TVD. i think the story is a bit different from the drama. well I HOPE IT'LL BE DIFFERENT now that i spoilt it sillymewhymustireadwhatishouldn'treaddamn!.

2) Chuck

- again, i believe I've told you before how much i like this TV show. nah I'm not gonna repeat it (^_^). now entering 7th episode of the 3rd season, CHUCK GOT HIMSELF A NEW GIRLFRIEND YAAY!! better yet, it's none other than Kristin Kreuk, better known as Lana Lang in Smallville. god i love her since...forever.

still, i don't like the fact that Sarah and Shaw is becoming an item. i have to admit though, that they do look great together. poor Chuck...

3) Fairy Tail

- it's manga-turned-anime. again. the same as Skip Beat and D-Gray Man (which i removed from my current fav because it's not my current fav anymore. obviously. love the anime but the manga is so confusing I'm having a hard time to understand the storyline). i love everything about this anime, from the character down to the seiyū. in short, EVERYTHING. damn funny too. Natsu, Erza, Gray, Lucy and Happy (a talking cat. AYE!) crack me up every time. perfect combination. LOOOOOVE IT.

*of course, it helps that Bleach and Naruto are becoming boring nowadays.*

4) T-ara

can't seem to get these two songs out of my head.

WHY?

because T-ara is good.

the second song has another version. but i like this one better.

so that's all for now. see ya!

real bummer

2010-02-17T17:49:00.005+08:00

kenapa? kenapa?

KENAPA TERMINATOR: THE SARAH CONNOR CHRONICLES CUMA ADA DUA SEASON??

dah la ending-nya tergantung . Grrr...

writer's note: patutnya aku mengamuk bulan April aritu. tapi tu la...lambat. haha...

p/s: shirley manson (of Garbage. the band, not the sampah) is one hell of a liquid metal. I'm lo-ving it...

Anak Singa

2010-02-07T13:26:00.005+08:00

kalau sebut anak singa apa yang kau bayangkan?

aku bayangkan macam kucing dewasa yang berwarna coklat. lepastu ada bintik hitam sikit-sikit kat bulu dia. wah mesti comel! dapat peluk sekor best nih..

aku nak! aku nak!

jadi kau bayangkan bagaimana kecewanya aku bila anak singa yang dimaksudkan berupa seperti ini....

(berselindung di sebalik si tudung krim for worst case scenario)

jangankan nak peluk. nak cuit pun tak berani..

frust-nye I!

-2005 in memory-

my mistake. i'm sorry.

2010-01-28T11:45:00.004+08:00

aduhh ntah apela yang merasuk aku semalam. tetiba je hangin satu badan. and then i went on and said something unnecessary. tsk..

kisahnya begini, ada orang tu tulis dalam blog dia pasal 'somebody'. and aku terasa la yang somebody tu, aku. kalau, KALAU betullah orang aku yang dikatakan itu, aku naik angin la pasal dia mengulas pasal something that i wrote (bukan pasal dia pun. although aku memang pernah tulis pasal dia dalam blog aku) dalam tahun lepas. and perkara yang aku tulis/cerita tu pun ialah perkara yang berlaku many,many years ago. it's not even relevant now.

but ok fine, i said some bad things so it's fine la kalau dia nak kutuk aku pasal tu. i totally deserved that.

tapi yang aku tak tahan tu when she's implying that I'm a negative person. dari dulu hingga sekarang. and possibly in the future. and adalah some other stuff that she wrote yang umpama mencurahkan minyak ke api.

*weh tadi aku dah tenang tetiba darah naik balik plak. i'm gonna take five*

i said to myself many times yang i couldn't be bothered with what some 'random' people say, regardless of what it is. random as in someone yang bukan kenal ko sangat pun. alah cuma kat blog je kan bukan real world pun. tak payah la nak serious sangat...

tapi tu la aku dah terbakar plak semalam. hari ni aku teringat plak lagi satu perkara yang aku selalu bagitau diri sendiri (see, i don't need anybody to tell me. I'M FINE BY MYSELF), if i can say bad things about people, it'll only be fair IF they are also allowed to do so.

i shouldn't have snapped like that. so it's MY MISTAKE and I'M SORRY. i will be careful from now on supaya aku tak tulis perkara-perkara yang bakal menimbulkan kontroversi (seriously guys, no politic? not even environment?) pada masa-masa akan datang. and kalau aku boleh tambah, lainkali KEEP YOUR OPINION TO YOURSELF. like i always do. kau ingat ko sorang je yang bila baca blog orang lain timbul rasa tak puas hati, or menyampah, or benci? aku ada jugak tapi aku rileks je. setakat ko baca apa yang orang tulis tu tak bermakna kau dah kenal dia luar dalam. and tak bermakna kau lebih baik dari dia. kau simpan baik-baik pendapat kau yang mulia tu and ko apply la kat diri sendiri.

kalau aku boleh guna ayat kau balik, i would say "DO NOT SIMPLY JUMP TO CONCLUSION". people's life is not as simple as yours. definitely.

Your Honour, i rest my case.

p/s: aku cuma nak peluang untuk bela diri.

are you mad because i've blogged about you?

2010-01-27T08:37:00.004+08:00

BLOGGING IS ADDICTIVE

aku sudah ber-blog di blogspot dari tahun 2007 lagi. ntah bila aku nak bosan aku pun tak tau. blogging ni seronok bukannya apa, it's like a diary yang tak berapa nak rahsia. yang semua orang pun boleh baca (unless you keep in private la). tapi of course since it's not really a diary, and since everyone pun boleh baca, kau tak boleh nak tulis semuanya yang kau nak tulis. you have to be careful sebab kau tak tau siapa yang bakal baca. it might be the one yang kau cerita dalam blog, orang yang kau tak suka, orang yang ada masaalah dengan kau, ORANG YANG MENCARI KESALAHAN KAU, etc etc. hehe.

I'M NO ANGEL

aku mengaku aku bukannya baik pun. banyak jugak aku menghentam orang dalam blog aku ni. but you have to know, A BLOG IS JUST A BLOG. it's not your heart. while it's true that i mostly wrote what i felt at that particular moment, it's very hard to convey my exact feeling in it. always. because a human heart, MY heart is not a book that you can read cover to cover. it is NOT something in black and white.

plus, it changes over time.

as for me, there's always something in between that i would like to keep to myself. some hidden truth/lies like...

i may have hate you in the past, but that doesn't mean i hate you NOW.

i may have like you NOW, but that doesn't mean i don't hate you in the past.

FEELING CHANGE. i don't hate the person i hate 5 years, 10 years, 15 years back. i may have a grudge against them THEN, but i could care less about it NOW. sure i wrote about them in the present time. but you know what, i wrote about them 5 years, 10 years, 15 years back in my diaries. when i WAS angry. blog doesn't exist then. I'm not angry now. i was just re-creating the moment. any writer would do the same.

but you wouldn't understand. you think that i am a bitter person. you think I'm still hung up over what happened in the past. and you think I'll be bitter the rest of my life.

you don't know the half of me, darling. it's a shame that with so little thing you knew about me, you decided that you knew me. YOU DON'T. you are not me. you think you understand me but you don't. there are things that only YOU know because you've been through it. this is one of them.

you're not in my shoes so how can you possibly know?

people are fundamentally different. just because i don't do the things you THOUGHT right, it doesn't mean I'm wrong. it just mean I'm different than you. i do things MY way. you do yours YOUR way. i won't judge you, so don't judge me.

ALTER EGO

a blog is just a blog. it's an alter ego. it's the manifestation of your heart, but it's not your heart. not really. DON'T GET CAUGHT IN IT. if you do, you lose.

p/s: you think i am unforgiving? you are wrong. BECAUSE I FORGIVE YOU. and if i wrote something about you that pissed you off, i apologized. it wasn't meant for you to read but you did so I'm sorry. but if you wanna retaliate, feel free to do so in your blog. i won't held it against you.

welcome to the world, Allya Zafira

2010-01-20T20:51:00.005+08:00

inilah sebabnya aku ke Kedah ituhari.
she was born on Thursday, 14th January 2010.
the irony was, walaupun begitu jauh aku pergi mengembara,
aku tak dukung dia walau sekali.
aku takuutttt...
she's red and small and fragile.
kalau jatuh macam mana?

aku biasakan diri aku 'auntie' pada anak sedara aku. bukan la perasan omputih tapi since nama panggilan aku kat rumah adalah icik, takkan aku nak bahasakan diri as MAK CIK kut. kan tak glemer tu.

aku panggil kucing aku Baby (cuma yang sekor tu je, because she's very dear to me), and aku bahasakan diri aku Kak Cik. to all my cats. i feel more like a mother to them tapi takkan la aku nak bahasakan diri aku mak/ibu/mama kut pada diorang. macam sewel dah tu. haha..

kadang-kadang aku tersasul-sasul. pada anak sedara aku bahasakan diri sebagai kak cik, pada kucing aku bahasakan diri sebagai auntie. it's bad. i can't differentiate those two species!

guilty, i know!

2010-01-14T00:37:00.000+08:00

darn, i missed my bff's birthday. tertukar dengan somebody else's birth date. and i'm going to see him soon. empty handed!

now i can't even bring myself to wish him happy belated birthday.

haihh....

hillarious * i mean hilarious*

2010-01-06T18:47:00.006+08:00

oh snap!

hari ni saya tadah muka saya sebab saya tengah happy

2010-01-06T18:05:00.003+08:00

si tembam: nak kutuk i pun boleh. i tak kisah punya.

p/s: sekali sekali camwhoring dalam blog apesalahnya..nanti kalau dah blogging secara anonymous dah tak boleh nak tayang muka..

Hello Big Bang

2010-01-03T12:37:00.009+08:00

Question,

why did i find TOP to be ~~HOT~~ irresistible? *grin*

Big Bang is definitely in my 2010 lookout list.

update: i included the song translation. so that you can appreciate the lyric as much as i do. i think it's beautiful. you?

The rain just now has stopped
The smell of asphalt is floating around the city
Hey, over there too, the weather is fine already right?
For the weather has cleared up from the west
Since youre not a morning person
Everyday, will you be able to wake up properly?
Im still worried about things like that

The spreading sky, the freedom
Although neither of them has changed
Right now, just that its only just that you are not by my side

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
Well be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, definitely
An important STEP to that future

The first time I met you was
Around this season right?
The light up street was
Glowing beautifully
The crybaby-you, from that time on, often
Laid your forehead on my shoulder
You were crying right? That extreme warmth
From your touch on my shoulder

Everyone lives, carrying his own worry
Desperately holding his broken heart

Let me hear you voice
If we become more kind
Well be able to love each other
Dont avert my eyes
Let me hear your voice
Lets get over those entwined anxieties and loneliness
The feelings of this moment become our bond

Yeah, Since you went away hasn't been the same
In my heart all i got is pain
Could it be that i play the game
To loose you, i can't maintain
Sunlight moonlight you lit my life
Realize in the night while love shines bright
Can't let you go we were meant for forever baby let me know

Days passed without you can't forget you
Letting me be the cloud hanging above me
Raining on me missing your touch
Nights get longer and it's hard to clutch
We're apart breaks my heart
Its all for the best girl, you're my world
In time my love unfurls
'Till then wait for you girl

Let me hear your voice
If we become honest, surely
Well be able to understand each other
Please open your heart
Let me hear your voice
The path we have come is, for us, surely
An important STEP to that future

p/s: love Daesung voice (he's the guy who sings on 00.54). melts me all the way to the bone.

Note to Huha

2010-01-02T10:37:00.000+08:00

the music is good.

you (the vocalist of course) just need to work on the vocal.

but seriously, guys, i think you got potential.

http://www.myspace.com/thehuha

p/s: love insomnia.

ajaib

2009-12-31T10:07:00.004+08:00

there was this boy i knew back in school. dia masuk sekolah masa form 4. mereka-mereka yang masuk sekolah pada waktu ni kami panggil form 4 baru. sebelum form 4 baru ni mendaftar secara officially dekat sekolah, kami dapat satu list nama-nama diorang. tapi aku tak ingat pulak ada berapa nama.

so the girls mulalah main cop-cop/booking nama. from the name tu kitorang agak-agak la siapa yang mungkin handsome.

ada satu nama. most girls cop nama dia. nama dia unik/sedap kut pasal dalam batch kami takde lagi nama yang serupa itu.

tapi aku konon taknak la mainstream. aku cop nama yang paling ordinary. yang orang tak pandang. dengan harapan kalau dia hensem bolehla aku usha. saingan pun tak banyak. ekeke.

tibalah hari daftar. ada satu kereta parking dekat depan dewan makan belah aspuri. there was this boy yang macam tak nak keluar. whether he's very shy or very nervous. kitorang sekodeng la apa lagi. tengok-tengok, huiihh tinggi. hensem plak tuh. aku dah doa-doa mintak-mintaklah ini nama budak yang aku cop haritu.

turns out, that handsome boy was the boy with the unique name. and the boy whose name i chose, orangnya memang very the ordinary. oh how befitting of their name. nama kacak, orang kacak. nama biasa, orangnya biasa. i was like, their parents ni macam tau-tau je anak diorang besar nanti rupa macam mana. ok that was a joke. kebetulan je tuh..

that ordinary boy, he was weird. kurus kering and very quiet. and weird. kalau dalam bahasa malaysianya ialah dia tak hensem and boring and pelik. Tsk..he wasn't in my class. BUT the handsome boy was. though i never really talked much with him. and I've never attempted to usha him whatsoever. in fact, no one did. but he did fall for someone (read: awesome girl).

nah it was an unrequited love. as handsome as he was/is, that girl was far beyond his reach. heck even i don't think any of the guys back in school is good enough for her.

ok tutup cerita pasal dia.

sebenarnya when i browse his (the ordinary boy) profile kat FB (he still tak approve my friend request. dia tak ingat la tu aku sapa *bitter*), bawah personal information, this is what he wrote:

Easy going, Quite handsome (people say it), Can get tempered sometime if confronting people who hypocrytism,liar,cocky,stupid,and always make my life in hell and also a back stabber.

nampak tak apa yang aku nampak? ok biar aku boldkan.

Easy going, Quite handsome (people say it), Can get tempered sometime if confronting people who hypocrytism,liar,cocky,stupid,and always make my life in hell and also a back stabber.

eh?? if he's the same person no one would ever cakap dia hensem. no offense.

i was curious so aku pegilah tengok gambar-gambar dia kat FB tu. well it's true. he wasn't this scrawny boy i once knew. he gained weight and he look much much better now. i thought that kalau dulu dia masuk sekolah macam ni mungkin dia boleh kumpul peminat sikit-sikit.

hmm, itupun kalau aku tak salah orang.

p/s: i still think it's lame to puji diri sendiri like that. it's even lamer sebab dia tulis PEOPLE SAY IT. it's like kau nak puji diri kau tapi kau malu so kau guna kawan kau. haihh... macam budak-budak.

p/s/s: masa aku pergi reunion untuk budak sekolah rendah aku, 5 tahun lepas tak jumpa, aku terkejut sebab ada sorang budak laki ni he grew up to be handsome. and manly. padahal dulu aku rasa selain biasa-biasa je dia ialah seorang yang macam lembut sikit. boy aku langsung tak cam dia. haha...

p/s/s/s: dah dah takyah la carik siapa orang yang aku ceritakan di atas.

In progress: Kelantan Trip

2009-12-30T09:36:00.002+08:00

later. gue masih malas mau mengarang ayat....

aku suka makan pedas. tapi...

2009-12-29T16:37:00.005+08:00

gambar diambil dari sini

dia cakap dia lapar. nak masak maggi.

aku terliur. teringat maggi yang dia masak pagi tadi.

maggi kari. extra pedas. tambah telur sebijik. dah cukup. kalau ada sawi ke kobis ke boleh tambah kalau rajin.

kalau ada udang ke ayam ke daging ke lagilah best.

fuhh...mengancam....

so aku cakap: ha bagus-bagus. masak pedas-pedas macam pagi tadi. pedas lagi sikit pun takpe.

dia cakap dia lapar. jadi satu bungkus tak cukup. kena masak dua.

satu untuk aku.

satu untuk dia.

dalam 30 minit maggi pun siap (apela masak megi sampai berjam-jam. patut 5 minit dah siap. tsk kalau masak sendiri taknak jangan nak pandai-pandai komplen plak.haha)

orang yang suka pedas (baca: sepupu aku) pernah kata kalau tak pedas rasa tak kenyang, mak. kata dia pada mak dia.

betul tu. aku setuju dengan pernyataan itu sebanyak 50 persen.

kalau tak pedas kenyang tu tetap kenyang. cuma selera la kurang. haha..

tapi ini kali pertama aku makan pedas tapi tak kenyang.

eh pembetulan. kenyang memang kenyang. tapi kenyang dengan AIR. apelah buat maggi punya pedas sampai tak boleh nak kunyah. tak cukup dengan 2/3 biji cili padi (yang biasanya pada aku sudah secukup rasa. bergantung dengan jenis cili), diletaknya sampai sepuluh biji.

diulangi, SEPULUH freaking BIJI.

perghhh..mendidih tak mendidih perut. toksah cakap perut, mulut aku ni rasa macam nak terbakar.

itulah dia, adik aku, si siti yang amat genius.

she said salah aku la pasal aku yang suruh dia buat pedas-pedas.

SUPER GENIUS!

haihh tobat tobat. lenkali aku masak maggi aku sendiri.

p/s: nasib baik aku dah bahagi dua. satu bahagian lagi untuk adik aku yang bongsu. ekeke..

i was once obsessed with Lovers In Paris

2009-12-28T10:25:00.003+08:00

but Lee Dong Gun is still my oppa (^_^)

top in my playlist this week

2009-12-13T13:19:00.004+08:00

do watch You're beautiful.

*if you're into romance and comedy as i am. and music. lots of them*

p/s: i think the song translation (or the sub) in the drama itself is much better than the above MV. it's less deeper (the words they used in above MV) but the meaning is not much different. so ok lah tu (^_^)

selera lama

2009-12-12T21:45:00.002+08:00

aku ingat aku dah cukup tua, dah cukup matang untuk layan cerita-cerita bergenre serius.

TAPI TAK BOLEH.

[bosan, kata hati aku]

pusing-pusing akhirnya cerita comedy & romantic comedy jugak jadi mainan jiwa aku.

atau,

yang berunsurkan penyiasatan (janji ada elemen komedi. walau sikit). like The Mentalist or White Collar.

yang ada makhluk asing. like Fringe. or V

yang ada kuasa luarbiasa. like chuck. itupun kalau intersect tu boleh dikira sebagai kuasa luar biasa. Sarah is one hot babe *selingan*

and yang paling common, yang ada vampire. i'm not talking about edward cullen in twilight. aku tak minat twilight. serious. aku maksudkan Vampire Diaries. and not because of the ever charming and lovable Stefan. he's the good vampire. i just like the storyline. and i like Elena.

for the record, Vampire Diaries dalam bentuk novel keluar dulu sebelum The Twilight Saga. so takde unsur peniruan di situ ok. just so we are clear...

hmm, i'm bored. nampak sangat tak?

p/s: aku tengok satu episode siri TV yang bernama Bored To Death. dan seperti tajuknya, i was bored to death.

ROTFLMAO

2009-12-11T22:17:00.001+08:00

[Rolling On the Floor Laughing My Ass Off]

05122009

2009-12-07T12:56:00.004+08:00

sedang rakan-rakan bekas pelajar Mozac meraikan reunion mereka di Mozac yang berada di atas bukit nun di Melaka sana, aku pulak sibuk meraikan sepupu aku yang bernikah pada 4hb dan bersanding pula pada 5hb-nya.

one of my chilhood friend, si karam tu pon kahwin pada tarikh yang sama.

oh the significant of one particular sunday..

i hate weddings. i really do. it's a tiresome event.

lagi-lagi bila you have to stay for hours. doing nothing. nak tengok pengantin punya pasal...

i hate the lame DJ. yang suka sangat ulang-ulang the same ayat. and play lagu-lagu lama yang mostly tak relevan pun dengan the wedding. dan si peng-karaoke yang buat telinga aku macam nak bernanah.

man the speaker (always) was so loud it's deafening.

and the food, macammana sedap pun, biasanya akan membuatkan aku sakit perut the next day. kalau tak sakit perut pun aku akan terkentut-kentut macam la aku telan gas instead of food.

BUT...

although i was so penat sampai my back hurt so bad, i don't really hate this particular wedding. the day dia nak nikah tu memang la macam sengsara jugak aku. we went there at 2pm (it takes about 45 minutes dari rumah aku ke rumah dia kat tangkak sana) and balik rumah hanya pada 10.50 malam. sampai rumah dalam 11.30. pergh memang nak tercabut rasa pinggang.

bosan sebab most of the time me & my sis just sit around doing nothing. sampai-sampai tu adalah buat kerja sikit but that's it. me and my other sepupu memang tak rapat, we don't really talk to each other. so while they were having fun kitorang just tengok je la dari jauh. bosan kan?

yang jadi pengubat bosan dan pinggang aku yang sakit ialah bila dapat tengok pengantin. haha kata tak suka pergi wedding tapi bila dapat tengok pengantin kok terus sihat? bukan apa, i've been to a few weddings, seen a few pengantin but this time, it's one of the best. dari persalinan baju sampailah solekan, memang top-notch.

perempuan kelihatan paling cantik on the day of her wedding. aku setuju untuk kali ini. she really looks amazing. dan takde seorang tetamu perempuan pun yang dapat overshadow dia. ala you know la kadang2 tetamu dress-up bukan main mengalahkan pengantin. which is a nightmare to the bride. haha..

it also helps yang cousin aku ni berkulit cerah, berkulit licin, kurus and a few inches taller than me. even without the make-up pun dia boleh dikira a beauty. kalau with make-up dia dah boleh jadi model majalah.

the pelamin.

green was the theme. jadi warna hijau boleh di lihat dimana-mana.
aku tak pakai baju kaler hijau.
aku tak nak kelihatan seperti langsir.

pengantin.
aku takde kamera canggih maka gambar pun tak clear.
waktu sanding pakai persalinan putih.
waktu nikah pakai persalinan krim-coklat.
kemudian tukar pada persalinan hijau.
soalan: bukankah persalinan putih selalu di pakai waktu akad nikah?
all the dresses were gorgeous btw.
and the make-up sangat cantik ok.

pengapit punya pipi punyalah merah.
solekan pun ada la gaya macam nak lawan dengan the bride.
pastu macam every picture dia nak menyelit.
tapi kau nak lawan dengan the bride jangan haraplah.
walau kawan lelaki kau puji (keji kut) kau kelihatan berbeza.
haha...

peristiwa sebelum sanding.
anak-anak kelaparan kenalah bagi makan.

p/s: aku tak tau nama pengantin lelaki (read: aku tak ambik tau pun).

beauty is in the eye of the beholder

2009-11-27T12:23:00.003+08:00

there are people who shave their eyebrows. like totally shave them off.

which got me thinking,

what are eyebrows for?

what are the functions?

to frame the eyes?

to keep sweat from dripping in your eyes?

for facial expression?

either way,

looking like this is not pretty if you know what i mean

just don't over-pluck your eyebrows, peeps!

source: Izismile

mana satu yang betul?

2009-11-23T11:20:00.005+08:00

dulu masa aku eksiden moto (baca: tak reti bawak moto tapi eksen akhirnya tersadai dalam lubang sampah rumah jiran) ibu kata Alhamdulillah aku tak apa-apa, malaikat selamatkan aku & Allah SWT masih sayang pada aku. mana taknya dalam lubang sampah kau tau la ada macam-macam produk merbahaya seperti kaca pecah & tong dram karat. tapi selain dari sikit calar di muka dan lebam-lebam di peha, aku sihat walafiat. oh ya, sebenarnya aku hampir melanggar pokok kelapa tapi sempat aku mengelak.

lubang sampah ftw? it can't get more embarrassing than that. boleh bayangkankah aku macam si bodoh yang cuba menarik motosikal keluar dari lubang sampah (which i couldn't anyway pasal berat sangat. i was only 12!) sambil diperhatikan jiran tersebut. plus his son, his handsome son yang sebaya aku. yang sure enough menjaja cerita tersebut di sekolah keesokan harinya. Arghh...trauma!

tapi kan, agaknya kalau aku langgar pokok kelapa tu dengan kelajuan 70km/j (aku main agak je. manalah aku tau tengok meter), jauh mana aku boleh tercampak? 20m? 50m? and i can't get away with just minor scratches. kurang-kurang kena lepak wad barang sehari dua. fuhh memang nasib aku baik.

my dad, aku tau dia marah pasal aku jahanamkan moto dia. tapi dia langsung tak marah aku. padahal dulu dia memang jenis panas baran. haha.

to get to the point....

sebenarnya aku confuse, bila seseorang tu meninggal kita selalu cakap Allah SWT lebih sayangkan dia. tapi kenapa bila aku selamat ibu kata Allah SWT masih sayangkan aku?

penyedap ayat je ke?

p/s: aku pernah kena langgar dengan kereta when i was much smaller. again, it wasn't serious sampai kena masuk wad. akak aku jatuh basikal je tapi dekat seminggu duduk hospital. she had this huge benjol kat dahi. macam bola golf. and her lower lip terkoyak.

LUCKY is my middle name. well at least dulu la....

lagi lagi siti

2009-11-16T20:35:00.003+08:00

pada aku biarlah siti nurhaliza nak pakai tudung stail mak datin (or mak datuk coz dia dato' kan?) nampak jambul segala. toksahlah korang (yang mungkin perasan diri tu bagus) nak suruh dia bukak je tudung tu atas alasan memalukan agama. kalau cakap pasal memalukan agama banyak lagi artis lain yang korang boleh condemn.

yang benar,
peminat siti nurhaliza.

p/s: at least dia tutup jugak. janganlah asyik pandang yang negatif je. cut her some slack, will ya?

kau macam aku tak?

2009-11-12T19:45:00.005+08:00

dulu, bila aku ber-(atau TER) mimpikan sorang kawan aku ni, he will end up calling me the next day. magic right? now i know you are going to say that it was just a coincidence. but it happened a few times. really. and we're not the type of person who correspond regularly. he would be MIA for months and HELLO, he showed up just when i dreamt of him.

it's not a fluke, guys. I'm telling you it's real.

mesti benda ni pernah terjadi kat kau. you have a sudden urge to call somebody and 5 minutes later THEY call you. GILA KAN? it's like your feeling reaches them. macam tau tau je. one time aku pernah nak call my mom. baru je pegang phone tetiba phone berbunyi. it was her. i was like, terkezut la kan. ibu ni macam boleh baca je fikiran aku.

moving on to my problem. i have a dream last night about a guy. and now suddenly i have this crazy impulse to contact him. which i shouldn't, or couldn't because it is...er....crazy. crazy as in 'it'll be embarrassing if you do it' crazy. or crazy as in 'why now? why him?

BECAUSE.....

my dream was about him becoming my boyfriend. so help me god, because it felt so damn real.

p/s: my habit is that, if i like a guy, i would convince myself otherwise. like telling myself that he's too good for me. or not good enough. he deserve better. or I deserve better. or maybe stuff like he's cute but he's too thin. he's too young, too old or whatever-i-can-think-of. anything to get me to neutralize my feelings.

I'm guessing it's the after-effect of a bad break-up. or Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. or whatever you call it. i feel that if I'm going to suffer another break-up, my heart wouldn't be able to take it.

now that's my answer if you ask me why i still don't have a boyfriend (despite being old and getting older. and fatter. if that even related. haha).

falling in love (with a song)

2009-11-09T13:51:00.007+08:00

가사:
Maybe I, maybe I've made a mistake of loving you
But if I, but if I could fly to you. I would.
널 기다리는 하루하루, 마치 일년 같아
너를 향한 나의 맘은 너의 마음과 똑같아
때론 다른 여자 만나 널 불안하게 하지만
걱정마 나에겐 너 하나 뿐이니까
너에 곁에 없어 지금은 안아줄수 없지만
늘 달콤한 말로만 너의 귀에 속삭일께
사랑 가득 담긴 입맞춤을 그대에게 바칠께
나의 품에 너를 안고 항상 너를 지켜줄께
But if I, like butterflies, could fly away
Just you and I, then nothing would ever be the matter

Translation for the rap part:

Each day I wait for you, feels like an year
My feelings for you, they are just the same as yours
Sometimes I meet some other girl and make you nervous
But don't ever worry cause you are the only one for me
I can not hold you right now since I'm not by your side
But I'll always whisper the sweetest words in your ears
I'll give you kisses full of love
I'll hold you in my arms and always take care of you

composed by Sooyoon of Royal Pirates. he's the drummer btw. i know, shocking right?. i just found out that he has his own channel in YouTube, HERE. my oh my. you knocked my socks off.

Well, if you were to be my girl,
Um, I could wait for you in the rain
With no umbrellas in my hands
I could just wait
I don't care if this is not the right time
'Cause I can't hide how I feel inside anymore
I've been waiting for you
And with this moment you'll be mine
I'll get you with my

One hundred roses
I caught you out of one hundred million ladies
I don't wanna be like any other guys out there
I wish I was special to you
My love Be my baby
I'll never let you slip away

Then I'll wave my hand with a smile on my face
When I see you miles away from me blushing
Oh how cute
You look so much more beautiful than my

I've never thought that I could be
Ridiculously in love with you
I just cant get you out of my head
My love, be my baby
I'll never let you slip away

WHAT A CUTE SONG...

benci (2)

2009-11-05T20:24:00.003+08:00

benda yang paling aku benci bila blog-hopping ialah blog yang letak lagu secara autoplay. sakit jiwa aku dibuatnya. i like to read in peace and quiet. just as i like to write in peace and quiet.

at the very least, tolonglah letaknya di atas. senang saya nak cari and stop-kan dia. sekian terima kasih.

BENCI

2009-11-03T13:01:00.002+08:00

1) budak mengaji. oh tidak, mengaji itukan bagus. budak-budak itu saja yang aku tidak suka. satu, memekak. worst, berlari-lari dalam rumah dan memekak. dua, mencarut. worst, berlari-lari dalam rumah sambil memekak dan mencarut. i don't want my kid sister to pick up the words from them. ketiga, makanan kami jadi makanan mereka. giler frustrated bila saja aku nak makan anggur itu sekali je sudah lesap. dan aku perati mereka tanpa segan silu bukak tudung saji tengok apa makanan ada. Grrr...damn kids!

2) kuku ibu jari kaki aku hampir terkopek akibat tendang bola. tangan gatal je nak mencabut. tak tahan godaan. stop main bola sepak seketika. kaki sebelah lagi pun sakit. padan muka sape suruh main tak pakai kasut.

3) lampu bilik dari 4 tinggal 2. satu berkelip-kelip macam kunang-kunang sebesar burung, satu dah kiok. bilalah nak tukar ni. sangat tak tenteram dengan bilik yang separa cerah, separa malap. macam senja.

4) trying to lose weight tapi selera luar biasa sampai gajah pun i rasa boleh telan. boleh begitu? pretty soon nobody will recognize me anymore. NOOoooo!

5) need new shoes badly tapi cerewet sampai sanggup tak beli. biarlah i setia dengan sandal rm10 itu sampai i jumpa apa yang berkenan di hati.

6) still having difficulties to sleep disebabkan katak durjana itu. and sometimes, lipas and labah-labah. macam zoo pulak.

7) bila hujan streamyx akan acting up. which is weird sebab bukaknkah streamyx itu wired bukan wireless. hujan tak sepatutnya menyebabkan anda gagal membuat connection bukan? this is not Astro. i repeat, NOT ASTRO.

Happy Birthday, Isti.

2009-10-25T14:57:00.002+08:00

On your birthday,
I’m thinking about how much light and sparkle
you freely dispense wherever you go,
how your sunny smile lights up any gathering.
Every birthday marks another year
of you radiating positive, happy energy,
contagious happiness
that infects all who come in contact with you.
May your next birthday find you the same--
glowing from within,
beaming bright joy on everyone you meet.
I feel blessed to know you.
By Joanna Fuchs

p/s: terima kasih Joanna Fuchs, your poem's perfect for my dearest Isti.

Royal Pirates, be a fan like me.

2009-10-23T13:12:00.005+08:00

i have no qualm with those bands who did covers to jump-start their careers. it's the fast and easy way to get known...err...fast. but my favorite would be the ones who did it with style, like this band of which i accidentally, stumbled, upon my search on Super Junior on YouTube.

it's Royal Pirates. and while some of their covers are sort of imperfect (don't ask me why, i couldn't give you the answer even if i want to), some caught my ears for being different but oh so good. something different from the original may be hard to swallow, so you said. but the end of the day, it depends on your taste-bud. and my taste-bud is super loving Royal Pirates.

my top of the top favorite would be Circus - Britney Spears (now you wonder), Sorry sorry -Super Junior and Tell Me Your Wish - SNSD.

Royal Pirates MySpace
Royal Pirates YouTube
Royal Pirates Facebook

just to give you a taste

Loving It

2009-10-21T15:33:00.002+08:00

ada satu malam tu aku duduk mengulang lagu ni sambil main sudoku. mannyak syiook aa..

pssst, click here for some laugh. man i just love parody. oh dah tengok geli mat? that's one hell of a sub. tergolek-golek den menengoknye..

INUYASHA IS BACK!!!

2009-10-18T20:26:00.004+08:00

how many years have i waited?

damn i'm excited!

p/s: seeing jiraiya in action (in the last few episodes of Naruto Shipudden) makes Naruto pale in comparison. Jiraiya should have his own anime.

bila bosan mula-lah aku rasa nak merepek

2009-10-16T21:34:00.005+08:00

pendapat aku, lagu yang baik mestilah :-

1) boleh buat aku jatuh cinta pertama kali dengar

dan/atau

2) punya video klip yang da boom sampai boleh buat aku ulang tayang banyak-banyak kali tanpa jemu.

dan/atau

3) punya lirik yang menangkap kalbu.

peliknya, walaupun aku tak paham korean sepatah haram pun (Saranghae tak termasuk okeh), aku dapati lagu-lagu dari sana selalu menepati ketiga-tiga kategori di atas. contoh lagu ini:

i was like, crying, everytime i watch this. that's how good this song is.

satu lagu contoh ialah lagu ini. i bet you knew this one. memang super famous di kalangan pelajar U.

this one pulak MVnya is a bit long. tapi tarikan utamanya mestilah dia punya cast. the beautiful Song Hye Kyo and super famous Song Seung Hun. ceritanya berkisar pasal cinta tiga segi which ended up with the girl killing herself. it's also an old MV. the singer, the MV, the cast memang da boom. it's hard not to like it.

trivia: kenapakah aku tidak meletakkan kualiti suara sebagai penanda?

jawapan: banyak penyanyi tangkap muat dalam dunia ni. tapi as long as kategori 1 atau 2 dipenuhi, who cares?

this girl cannot sing la for heaven sake. i mean she can sing but she's not that good of a singer. should stick to acting. tapi dia ada nilai komersil. lagu catchy, MV boleh tahan. what's there to complaint?

p/s: Bing Bang songs are top in my playlist right now. TVXQ is soo yesterday. haha..
p/s/s: can you suggest me any song yang i should listen to? mp3 lama yang ada sudah memboringkan halwa telinga ana..

aku dah salah ni. entri ini bukan berkenaan lagu yg baik. tapi jenis klip video yang aku suka. point yg penting ialah klip video haruslah mempunyai jalan cerita yang aku boleh paham, yang boleh buat aku relate, bukan setakat tayang muka hensem kacak dan cantik.

well i said that tapi aku suka je cuci mata tengok muka hensem kacak dan cantik. hehe..

2PM 플래쉬몹 Korean Fans Flash Mob Again & Again

2009-10-15T12:42:00.007+08:00

koreans are sooo cool. love it!

Malaysian?

getting there girls (^_^)

let's look at the real one.

whaddaya think?

i'm soo gonna try this dance. haha..

btw, wouldn't it super cool if they try this the next time.

Super Junior - Sorry sorry

but this time, let it be hot guys. then it'll be super duper awesome!

*grin*

R.I.P Stephen Gately

2009-10-12T13:00:00.006+08:00

remember him?

dulu zaman Boyzone tengah naik dia dengan Ronan Keating memang gile famous. they were the cute one and the handsome one. the other member were, unfortunately, forgettable. they're Shane, Mikey and Keith. seriously if i haven't googled i wouldn't even remember their names.

and if you were a fan, you mesti ingat lagu-lagu femes diorang such as LOVE ME FOR A REASON, ISN'T IT A WONDER, NO MATTER WHAT, BABY CAN I HOLD YOU, PICTURE OF YOU etc. these are the few yang i can still remember and sing-a-long. nak list banyak-banyak tajuk i tak ingat.

then Boyzone berpecah and both Ronan Keating and Stephen went solo. Ronan was very successful. Stephen so-so. after all Ronan did most of the singing in Boyzone. it can be said that he IS Boyzone. the other member were clearly just a backup.

back to stephen.

sometime later Stephen announced that he's gay.

memang i heartbroken. chewahh! kenapalah dia menjadi sampah masyarakat? gay itu sampah masyarakat kan kan? tapi itu kat Malaysia la. kat barat sana i bet it's a trend.

anyway, akhirnya dia kawen [eh, lelaki dengan lelaki bolehkah dipanggil berkahwin?], ok kalau ikut bahasa wikipedia ni dia kata commitment ceremony + civil partnership dengan his boyfriend (ke girlfriend?), Eloy de Jong. pastu bercerai and then dia kahwin lain.

haih, tak payah la aku cerita panjang pasal personal life dia. macam nak buat balasungkawa pulak.

kesimpulannya, dia meninggal on 6th october 2009 [it's 10th october 2009. i silap taip]. katanya meninggal sebab natural cause, bukan suicide or homicide. it's a good thing. right?

semalam terdengar single dia dalam radio. mak oii SENGAUNYE....

sempena mengingati dia dan zaman kegemilangan Boyzone, i letak di sini lagu No Matter What. i pilih lagu ini kerana ini je la lagu yang i ingat ada suara (sengau) Stephen.

No matter what they tell us
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach us
What we believe is true

No matter what they call us
However they attack
No matter where they take us
We'll find our own way back

I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know I'll love forever
I know, no matter what

If only tears were laughter
If only night was day
If only prayers were answered
Then we would hear God say

No matter what they tell you
No matter what they do
No matter what they teach you
What you believe is true

And I will keep you safe and strong
And sheltered from the storm
No matter where it's barren
A dream is being born

No matter who they follow
No matter where they lead
No matter how they judge us
I'll be everyone you need

No matter if the sun don't shine
Or if the skies are blue
No matter what the end is
My life began with you

I can't deny what I believe
I can't be what I'm not
I know, I know
I know this love's forever
That's all that matters now
No matter what

btw, Boyzone dah active balik from year 2007. tapi tak pernah dengar pun pasal diorang?

betulke putera katak tak wujud?

2009-10-08T13:23:00.002+08:00

masuk ni ntah dah berapa kali katak masuk bilik aku. dah macam hotel dia pulak. dah la style bilik aku ni macam style jepun gitu, takde katil. kalau dia masuk dalam selimut aku camne?

ada skali masa raye ituhari kitorang tidur dalam 6 orang + 2 kucing bergelimpangan dalam bilik. tengah malam akak aku terjaga lepas terpegang satu benda pelik. KATAK WEH. pastu dia bukan nak pergi halau keluar. dia tekupnya katak tu dengan bantal kucing pastu sambung tidur. wtf?

ada sekali tu aku hampir terpegang katak time nak switch on pc dlm bilik. menjerit bagai nak rak la aku. THE DAMN KATAK SCARES THE HELL OUT OF ME.

la ni malam2 aku kalau dengar bunyi pelik sikit je akan bangun cari punca. kadang2 dengar bunyi katak cari2 tak jumpa. kadang2 elok je dia lepak depan pintu. time tu memang siap la. memang aku sebat dengan penyapu.

JAGA-JAGA KAU KATAK. I'LL BE WATCHING YOU.

the best bargain ever. or not.

2009-10-06T13:14:00.002+08:00

i bought a (2nd, 3rd, 4th hand. or more) handphone from my sister. for RM20. damn cheap right? like super damn cheap.

i thought so.

initially.

the downside was, now she's wearing my clothes like they're her own.

it wasn't her first time (doing so). i always hated it and from time to time i would lash out my anger.

but it's freaking annoying when i couldn't say a word now because somehow i felt indebted to her.

and from the look of it, i think she knew exactly how i felt.

and she took advantage of it.

of me.

DAMN!

they say everything has a price to pay.

how true

*sigh*

*sigh*

*sigh*